Toxic Waste of Love

Scared Of Beautiful

Aail In The Media
The Next Day
I get up to a my hoes blowing my phone up. I got a text from Dominick saying Good Morning. I replied back to him. I got a text from Chris but I didn't respond. I got up and got ready for school. I turned on Tiffany Evans- I Found You. Then I did my hygiene and got ready to leave. I pulled my phone up in the car and replayed my song again. I drove straight to school today.

I got to the school and see that there is a crowd of people. I hurry and park to go see what's up. There was a fight between Jalaih and Kiley. From the looks of it Kiley was getting handle. I spot Shayona and asked what happened.

She said "I don't know I just got here."
The fight then was broken up and we all went into school. I see Chris but try to play like I don't see him. He looked my direction and started walking over to me.

He said "Damn a nigga can't get no text back."
I didn't say anything to him.
He said "So you can't talk now."
I gave him that why are you in my face look.
He said "That's coo with yo hoe ass."
I laughed so hard after that.
Shayona said "Why you do him like that you know he really likes you."
I said "I know but I don't trust Chris but I do like him. I don't know but you know that was funny ass hell."
She started laughing and agreed.

I head to my first class which is Chemistry and it reminded me of Sam that was his favorite class. I can't believe his gone from me. He was my true ride or die. We had each other back through anything. I can't believe someone took his life. I walk in the class and seen both of my crush were here today. Dominique saw me and came and sat by me.

He said "You okay"
I said "Yea I just had a moment thinking bout Sam and how he is gone."
He said "Damn I know it's hard for you. Y'all nigga was like peanut butter and jelly. Everytime I seen you I seen him. You gone be okay though you know he loved you and wouldn't want you to be all depressed. You know that nigga loved to party.

His smile changed my whole mood. He just amazing if I was to ever date again he would be that one for me. He reached over and grabbed my phone and unlocked it. I'm worrying how this know my passcode.

I said "How do you know my passcode."
He said "Cause I watched you put the number in."
I said "Stocker"
He said "I had to be for you cause you bae."
I started blushing but tried to hide it.

Class was starting and this nigga took my phone to his seat. The other Dominick looked at me like he was mad. I don't know why cause we not together. Class was boring but I learned something new. We had like two minutes left and that nigga still hasn't give me my phone back. He sits next to Dominick so I know he bout to say something. I got up and walked over to them.

I said "Nigga give me my phone."
He said "Naw you don't need it you good."
I said" Give my phone boyy."
Dominick looked at me the whole time.
Dominick said "Damn a nigga can't get a hey or wassup."
I looked at him and then tried to reach for my phone but he put it in his pocket. He act like I won't go in his pocket and get it. The bell rang and Dominique tried to walk away with my phone. I put my hand out for it. He finally gave it to me. I walked away and tried to find Shayona. I found her hugged up with her boo so I let her be. Ain't bout to be a cock blocker.

I saw Chris and went to talk to him.

I said "Can I talk to you?"
He said "Yea I guess"
I said "Look I know you probably got a attitude with me. But I didn't really feel like being bothered. And you bothered me so u kinda got gone off on."
He smiled and said "Awe my bad you shoulda just said that."

Aail then walked up from behind me. He tapped my shoulder.

Chris said "I see you later I got to go to the gym." I nodded at him and he walked off. I turn around to face Aail. He smiled at me.

Aail said "I was wondering would you want to come to my house after school."

I said "Sure I guess I can come over."
He said "Wat yo number so I can text you the address."

Aail is taller than me so I'm looking up to him trying not to blush. I grabbed his phone and put my number in as A👏💯. He texted me the address and walked off. I still had to keep my guard up even for niggas that look like him. School went on and nothing interesting happened. I was glad when the day was about to end cause I was ready to go.

The bell rung 10 minutes later than it should so you know we was pissed. I rushed out the door to my car to head home but I forgot I told Aail I would come over. I pull up at his house after 20 minutes of driving. They lived in a beautiful house. I went up to knock on the door. When the door open it was one of there maids I guess.

She said "May I help you."
I said "I am looking for Aail."
She said "Ohh he lives in the first house in the back."

I walked back to see four apartment like building next to each other. I go to the first one and knocked on the door. He answered with nothing but basketball shorts on. His body was on point. He licked his lips and let me in.

I said "Yall got y'all own place."
He said "Yea our dad gave us this for our birthday."

I went and sat on his couch. He came and sat on couch next to me. He moved really close to me. I smiled but was a little weirded out. He kissed me and put his hands around me. I felt a little better. He put me on his lap but someone knocked at the door. I got off his lap and he fix his hard on and went to answer the door. He let who ever it was in.

He said "Ahjiea this is my brother Raun."
I said "Nice to meet you."

Aail came and sat next to me and Raun sat on the other couch. Aail started kissing on my neck and I kinda pushed him away. He didn't quit so I got up and tried to walk out.

He said "You can push me away but let that other nigga get you."

I didn't know what he was even talking about so I said "What the hell are you talking bout."

He said "That nigga in the hallway you all over his ass."

I said "Nigga I wasn't even. Why am I explain this to you we not together."

I tried to walk away but he grabbed my wrist. I got kinda nervous. I froze up and didn't know what to do.

He said "Well your gonna give me some ass. Then you gonna give my brother some ass."

I slapped him he let go. I ran for the door but he grabbed me by my hair and slammed me on the floor. He drugged back to the living room. He started punching me in the face repeatedly. I tried to fight him back but his brother jumped in. I tried to scream but they cover my mouth. I begin to faded out.

I woke up in a bed next to Aail. I didn't remember what happened but watever happened had my body hurting. I tried to get up but couldn't it hurt to much. I layed back into the bed and Aail wrapped his arms around me. I tried to remember what happened but it was kind of blurry. I tried to put the pieces together it was coming back slowly. I started remembering what they did.

I pushed Aail off of me. He woke up and looked at me like I was crazy. I tried to get up again and it wasn't as bad.

I said "Why did you do this to me?"

He said "Shut up shit you wanted it. Plus it's pay back for sending my cousin to jail."

I said "What cousin?"

He said "The one that was with Desmond when they supposedly raped you."

I couldn't believe this shit I had to be stupid again.

He said "If you say anything to anyone there will be more of us to do the same thing to you as we did. So I advise you to keep your mouth shut."

I got my clothes and went to my car limping and hurting. I can't keep doing this.

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