Toxic Waste of Love

What Now

Dominick in the media

I layed in the hospital bed feeling stupid. My bestfriend is dead and I don't know why. I feel like it my fault that his life was taken. Fuck why him? Why didn't it take me to? Every one came and visited me but I pushed all away cause I feel stupid.

My brother came to see me today. He said "Ahjiea stop blaming yo self it wasn't your fault. Y'all where at the wrong place at the wrong time. And it was just his time to go. You can't just keep pushing everyone away from you. I understand your hurt we all are but you to pick yo self up."

He was right I can't blame my self. I just couldn't get to terms on why him though. I was getting released from the hospital today. But I'm on a gain of medicine because the bullet hit an artery and I was stressing over Sam so it made the shot worst. I didn't want to go back to school tomorrow but I have to. I left the hospital feeling a little better but not as much.

The next day I got up and got ready. My brother dropping me off since they don't want me driving. I got to school and just got stared at the whole time. I felt ashamed and like i was just being judged. I went straight to class not waiting for Hope or Julia . I had Pre Cal first block today. I was just focus on getting my work done but it seem like everyone was staring at me so I just put my head down. Class was over I ran into a boy name Acartous who was in my English class.

He said "My bad are you okay."
He put a smile on my face.
I said "Yea I'm good"
He started smiling which had me blushing but I didn't show it.
He said "Can I walk you to class?"
I said "Yea"

We walked down the hall and up the stairs to go to my art class. We talked about a lot and he asked for my number and I gave it to him. I walked into art feeling a little better about being here. I got a text from Hope and Julia both asking where I was. I respond to them and went to work in art. Class went by fast and it's time for lunch. I went to lunch and meet Hope and Julia . I went to sit down cause I wasn't hungry. Chris came over and sat next to me.

He said "Why was you with that nigga Acartous you know he is a player."
I said "Why the fuck are you just now caring about what I do. You wasn't care when that nigga shot me and Sam and my nigga dead. You wasn't caring to come see me in the hospital. So get the fuck out my face with all that shit."

He had an attitude now so he got up and left. I mean I wasn't wrong was I. He didn't care about me so why care now. Hope and Julia  came and sat down. They asked about what happen with Chris and I toldem. I couldn't be in the lunch room much longer cause memories of Sam came back for us. We left the lunchroom and went to the bench outside.

We talked till it was time for class. We all the last two class of the day together. My ex was also in the same class. We walked into class and seen that there was an argument going on with two ghetto ass females. They started fighting and everybody got to pulling out they phones recording. I just sat back till the principal and security came to break it up.

Class went on and I just sat there thinking about life and shit. That when Dominick came in our class to give a pass to the teacher. He looked at me and smiled. I smiled back at him. Only a few nigga can always make me smile even when I'm completely mad at them. Cause all they got to do is smile at me.

He came over to my desk and said "I'm glad you back in school."
I said "Are you really."
He started laughing and said "Yea I've been missing that beautiful face and fat ass."
I said "Awe okay" (smiles hard)
He walked out the class and Shayona and Jalaih were staring at me.

The bell rung and it was time to go home. I don't have to come to school tomorrow because it's Sam funeral. I don't think I couldn't take seeing him in the coffin. They caught the dude that shot us. His name was Tommy he lied and said he didn't mean to shoot us but he really did. I waited for my brother to come and get me. He got me 10 minutes later and we went home.

He said" You good?"
I said" Yea I'm coo I don't know how I going to handle tomorrow."
He said" You can do it your a strong person but you know Tre"Nell at the house."
I started smiling cause Tre'Nell was bae. My brother knew I had a crush on Tre'Nell. I said" Awe okay."
He said" Don't try to front like you don't like him."
I said I don't he just a little play toy."

We both started laughing. We then pulled up to our house. I walked in first and seen Tre. He smiled at me I smiled at him.

Akin said" You know you cooking tonight Mr. Chef."
I started laughing and went up to my room.

Tre'Nell POV

Wassup I'm Tre'Nell

Ahjiea keep acting like he don't want me to put this dick in him. After he went upstairs and into his room I got up and followed him. I walked in his room and my he was changing his fat ass was out. I just wanted to take him and fuck the shit out of him. He looked shocked and covered himself up. I started laughing and closed his door. I went and went and sat at the end of his bed. He came and got between my legs and smiled.

I said" Why do you do that?"
He said" Do what?"
I said "Act want me and then be like you not giving it up."
He smiled and said "I like you and all but you not gettin nun." He laughed

I grabbed him and threw him on his bed. He laughed and I got on top of him.

I said "When you goin be mine?"
He looked away and then looked back at me.He smiled and shrugs his shoulders.
I said" You on games man."
He said" How I'm on games."
His brother called him to cook dinner. I was pissed cause we was bout to get it in. He left out the room and I layed on his bed and chilled till the food was done.

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