no control → l.s

nineteen.

sep.9.2011.
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"we're coming down in a bit, mum!" i yelled, hoping she'd hear me.

i looked back at louis, who was smiling at me softly. "so you were saying?" he raised his eyebrows , smirking.

i rolled my eyes at him and bit my lip, trying to come up with a lie, but he cut me off, "that you like me too?" he continued, brushing his hand over my skin.

i sucked in a breath, slowly nodding. i don't know if it was the right thing to do, but soon or later, he'd find out anyways.

"more than a friend?" he leaned in, whispering against my lips. i could feel his breath, and his heart beat. we were way too close.

"yeah." i said before closing the gap between us. i don't know what i was doing, but i do know that it was and is the right thing.

he kissed me back immediately. his lips were soft and they felt heavenly. —yes, he's my first kiss.— i've always waited for the right person to be my first, and now i'm way too sure that it was worth the time and waiting.

He deepened the kiss when i slowly pulled off, catching my breath. " mum called us couple of minutes ago, she's going to come up if we don't go, " I whispered breathlessly.

He smiled and nodded, planting a kiss on my head. I blushed and got up, him doing the same. I glanced over at the window and my lips were swallowed, so I took a second and fixed my hair a bit, licking my lips along with it.

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" it was really good, thank you miss anne." Louis said as he put his plate in the sink, smiling at my mum.

" oh I'm glad you liked it, " she sneered, squishing his cheeks. Damn it mum.

I cleared my throat, smiling awkwardly. "Are you staying for a bit more, Louis?" I asked calmly, causing lou to turn his head and look at me.

He smirked, " yeah, we've still got some practice, right?" he asked, raising his eyebrows at me. i immediately nodded, glancing over at my mum who just finished putting the dishes away.

" 'course " i nodded.

" have fun loves, " my mum said, smiling. I walked off only to hear louis' footsteps behind mine. I bit my lip, heading upstairs to my room.

We both stayed silent, feeling sort of awkward about what just happened before dinner.

I walked inside and he closed the door behind himself, I immediately turned around, " so what happens now?" I asked eagerly.

He walked over to my bed and sat down, "do you actually like me as in like-"

"yes." I cut him off before he would finish, knowing what he meant.

I saw his breath hitch for a second, then it turned into a smirk, " well, I want to take you out then." he simply said, shrugging.

I raised my eyebrows as I walked over to my bed, sitting right beside him, " 's that a question?" i asked as i looked at him.

he turned his head and his gaze trailed off to my lips, "no." he finally said, leaning in slowly, excitement filled in me when i thought he'd kiss me, but he didn't.