no control → l.s

one.

" harry ! hurry up sweetheart you're going to be late !" i heard my mum shout from the kitchen. i sighed and put on some socks and grabbed my bag , walking down the stairs . i put my shoes on and was about to head out when i felt her hand on my back.

i closed my eyes and took a breath before turning around and looked at her . " baby , i did this for your own good , okay? you know how the kids treated you in your old school." she said the last words in a pity tone . i hated this . i just wanted to go back to my old school , i mean yeah she's right , there were bullies- lots of them. but at least i had friends ! well.. my only friend, or actually best friend was niall. but of course , since my life is so perfect , they had to ruin that for me too and move me to a new stupid school that i haven't even been to yet.

today is my first day and i couldn't get a single minute of sleep last night because of how nervous i was . i shook the thoughts off of my head and finally nodded . " it's fine mum. i'm gonna be late for the bus now, see you" i finally said before she hugged me,
" i love you so much , harry. you're my favorite person ever , did u know that?" she whispered . if she keeps on talking about that , i'll end up getting on the bus with tears strolling down my face . so i just hugged her back and told her that i love her too , more than anyone . that wasn't a lie.

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what in the hell is this place. i don't even know where the lockers are , the people also look like the kids from my old school , they all have that grumpy face , a glare added to it , where u feel like you don't even dare to ask them a question.

i sighed and walked around like the lost bird i am, and was looking for a teacher ( not a student.) to help me. but unfortunately, there weren't any, well , not right now.

" you look lost . " i almost jumped at the voice behind my back , way too close to my ear. i didn't even have to hesitate to turn around and wrap my arms around him. because i knew who it was from his cute irish accent .

"NIALL!" i didn't even care if anyone heard , well i mean they must have had , but once again , i don't care. " woah woah " he chuckled and hugged me back tightly . i loved his hugs a lot. i pulled off quickly and looked at him , excitement growing on my face." what are you doing here ??" i asked him curiously." well, you didn't actually expect me to stay in that school and walk around alone without my annoying best friend ,did you?"

god i love him so much .

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" and i had to BEG them to transfer me here ! god it was a nightmare ,sometimes parents don't understand for fucks sake ," me and niall were heading to class now. apparently ,he "knows" the way. well uh... he asked like fifteen students but still , i trust him even tho he looks just as lost as i am.

" ok what . " he stopped and looked around, he looked SO lost. oh god, we're both going to be late on our first day.

" uh- styles , and horan ." we both turned around and there was a teacher standing in front of us , she was actually beautiful . not that i'm actually into her or anything , that is absolutely weird . but it's also because i'm into guys . yeah well .

she was holding a paper and it seemed like our names were on it. "you two are new , am i right ? " she asked and eyed us. we both nodded and then after a moment she asked us to follow her , which finally led each of us to our classes. this is gonna be a long day.
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" it was boring. also i didn't understand what he was saying , he was speaking so fast" we were talking about our first class , i had history and niall had english which is apparently his "favorite" class because the teacher is funny. oh well , mine was absolutely not .

we were heading to lunch , i used to get lunch to school but now i don't. but we had to put our things in our lockers before that, of course ( which we had to get help for finding them )

" oi oi tommo!" we heard someone yell as we entered the school cafeteria. and they were yelling towards our direction, i gave niall a confused look and so did he but we shrugged it off and kept on walking , that's right before when i felt someone swift softly beside me " out of the way new kid " he mumbled ( , i heard him clearly ) i frowned and looked at him , well i couldn't see his face , his back was on me . but he didn't seem very nice.

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he was beautiful. he was so beautiful. he had blue eyes , silky , soft hair. and not to mention , the most attractive smile i've ever seen. he was only a bit shorter than me , he was wearing a white plain shirt with a jean jacket , and pair of black jeans. he looked so perfect in them.
and he- " harry! " i didn't even notice i was lost in my thoughts until i got cut off from them and looked at niall , a confused look on my face " sorry- did you say something?" i asked , trying to act normal.
" i called your name like 4 times mate , you alright ?" he eyed my face and i just nodded . why wouldn't i be alright ? i totally am .

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math class is boring. i hate the lesson anyways , and the teacher looks strict as hell , so this is going to be great.
" take your books ou-" she was cut off by anyone , but him. he walked in without saying anything and came to take a seat when the teacher stopped him , " you're late , tomlinson." she said warningly and he didn't even seem to care. he just shrugged it off . " 'was at mr Luke's." he answered calmly before taking a seat right behind me. many questions popped up on my head ; is his name really tomlinson ? who was mr luke ? why was he at mr lukes and why-

" you've got a pencil ?" my breath hitched when i heard him whisper in my ear . shivers went down my spine , his breath was hot and smelt like chocolate cupcakes. did he have those for lunch? i quickly shrugged the thoughts off my head and realized i still haven't responded. i turned my head to the side where i could still feel him close to my face , but i , of course , didn't look at him and that is because the so-nice-teacher might see. so i just nodded and took an extra pencil out of my bag. this time i had to turn to give it to him , and i looked up and caught him looking at me , not only that , but he was smirking along with it.

i turned around and felt my cheeks heating up. i quickly shook it off and decided to focus instead.

i heard the bell ring , so i gathered my stuff and stood up , right before i was going to leave i turned around and looked at him , " you're welcome for the pencil , tomlinson " he looked up and raised his eyebrows at me , but i left the room before i could actually hear him say anything.

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