Marks World [MarkHyuck]💚

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"You don't have much time in your hands Haechannie. The surgery hasn't gone well, if we do another you'd probably die. Your body is too weak now. The condition of your heart is worser than earlier, holding onto Mark isn't going to make anything better." Yuta rubbed his face. "I'll give a dose of very strong medication. Promise me you'll drink it correctly?"

"I-I will." Haechan smiled, he sniffled. "Hyung? C-Cant we try the surgery again? I'm afraid but I want to live." The younger whispered holding Yuta's hand tightly.

"Maybe I'm two Months. If that is you are healthy enough." Said Yuta.

Mark couldn't come since he had meeting with his coach, as the Pudu waddled outside the hospital Mark stood near his car. Handsomely waiting for him. What did he do to deserve this boy? Nothing but being born terminally ill.

"Omg isn't that the cute sick boy's boyfriend? He's so lucky. I heard they getting married soon, imagine their kid? Omo Omo!" A nurse giggled with the other when Haechan stood on his tippy toes and pressed his lips on Marks.

The kiss was short yet it made him happy, if only he could live and not have been born with an illness he could spend his whole life with Mark beside him. The older guided him to his car and they drove off to where ever Mark decided to go to. Haechan sighed, will he ever be able to live?

"What's with the long face? Is it bad news?" Mark stopped at the beach that was miles away from home.

"The previous surgery didn't go well so they need to do another. I'm too week he says so I'll prolly die sooner than I'm supposed to. He gave me more medicines and............I can't do this anymore. I just can't. I want all of it to stop!" Haechan got off the car and walked out into the beach, he just was in so much pain.

"Honey you'll be alright! You are strong Teddy." Mark ran after.

"I'm not! Stop convincing me that I am. I'm afraid of hospital and needles, I hate the scars on my chest, I hate it that I need to pretend I'm okay when I'm not. I don't want to drag you with me, I can't do this I'm tired. I'm tired of trying, this isn't a fucking comic nor is it a fiction. I'm going to die, it can be now or even tomorrow. I can't hang out with friends or do sports or go on trips, it's such a horrible life!!!!Mark we need to end this.......It's pointless! I'm I can't hold on anymore, my chest hurts like crazy, I can't sleep at night. I keep coughing, I drink more medicines than food. I fucking hate God because he gave me a weak heart and made me fall in love with you! I'm afraid I won't be with you, I'm afraid that I can't give what others give you. I'm a human too, do you know how much I've wanted you to take me? To give myself to you. So much that at times I wish I died sooner. We can do it because I can't take in such pain. I'm a fucking weakling. I can't give you children I can't watch you grow old. I'm not able to be anything I want. I'm a fucking burden and I will always be. Daddy works so hard so he could find my medical bills. It.......it hurts. I want to die bit everytime I go into surgery you're the only person I see!!" Haechan collapsed on the sand as he cried and cried squeezing his heart. "I love you so fucking much!!! That I hate it that I can't live with you!" The younger screamed. He sobbed loud and pain as he blacked out in Marks arms.

Mark tucked Haechan in bed as he left  the boys house and went to his own. He thought maybe the younger would feel better. Jeno offered to have drinks  at his place and so the older agreed. He needed to let things sink in. He was so hurt he didn't know how to function properly.

"Mommy? Why........Where's Mark?" Haechans big bear orbs started over flowing with tears. Ten squished his chubby cheeks with a hurt expression.

"Did you guys fight? He left without saying a word. Sweety what's wrong?" Ten whispered at the heavily breathing sick boy, he coughed alot, yet he reached for his phone. His heart pounding in both sickness and pain.

"W-Why isn't he a-answering?" The brunette got off the bed crying. "Mommy........Mommy I messed up. I-I must have said something I shouldn't. I don't remember anything I screamed at him though. I want Mark.......Mommy." Haechan started coughing and panicking, he tried to find something to dress but his hand squeezed his heart instead.

"Johnny? Babe why don't you just ask Mark if everything is alright?" Ten asked Johnny who just walked inside his son's room.

"He call himself. He was pretty drunk though, he said something about Pudu saying they should end it. He......Channie what happened?" Johnny ran an arm through his dark long hair.

"Yuta said that wasn't gonna hold on and I was saying it to Mark and he said I was strong I would making it. So I got mad at myself. I don't........ remember what I told after that." Haechan coughed wiping his mouth as he stumbled for his balance.

"Mark called off the wedding Haechan. He said that was what you wanted, to end it all." Johnny held his son, Haechans head snapped up faster than lightening, his eyes grew big with fear. He shook his head in disbelief, he slipped down his father's hold, squeezing his heart that hurt so much.

"No.......No!!" The younger shook like a tidal wave. He shook so much that Ten freaked out that something migh happen to his son.