Careful [lesbian story]

Chapter Eleven

"Honestly, she is so fucking great." My words came out slurred, as Camden knocked on my dorm door and I felt sick.
"Oh god," G said, squinting at the bright lights coming from the hallway Camden and I were standing in. I ignored G's comment and continued with Camden.
"And you," I said pointing at Camden, "are not shit,"
He rolled his eyes and handed me to G.
"What the fuck happened?" She asked Camden.
"She got super drunk," he said pointing at me.
"And he kissed me!" I screamed, then lowered my voice, "but it was nothing like ren's kisses.."
Camden had a shocked and confused look "you fucked Ren?!"
I looked up at him and spoke, "shh, no, not yet at least," I moaned, I was very confident when drunk.
"Whatever Taryn." He said and walked out of our building.
"Mm, he's mean." I said looking at G. With a childish pouty face. She chuckled and stood me up a little taller, "let's go inside and we can talk in the morning.."
I laid in my bed and nodded.

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I opened my eyes to see light and immediately cringed, my head felt like someone ran me over, four times.
"Well goodmorning." G said.
"Holy fuck," I said and walked into the bathroom to get some Advil.
I swallowed 2 and sat back on the bed.
I started to remember our time at the club and shuddered "ew,"
"What?" G asked, sitting on her bed.
"Camden kissed me," i said.
"I know, and you also want to fuck Ren," she said smirking.
"Uh, what?" I gave her a confused look.
"You spilled a lot last night, Camden was hella pissed that you and Ren are a thing, and then you said you hadn't fucked, yet" she said sipping on her coffee.
"Me and Ren are not a thing." I said getting aggravated, "and I have no intentions of fucking her." I said through gritted teeth.
"Ugh, okay Taryn." G said throwing her cup in the waste bin beside her bed.
"I have to go to class," I said getting up and putting on jeans and leaving the black shirt on from last night and washing and re applying makeup.

As soon as I was done I grabbed my bag and left, heading for the coffee shop.

"Hi, how can I-" the familiar barista from the other day said looking up and realizing who I was, "oh. Mm" she said looking me up and down and spoke up once again "what would you like?" She said unimpressed with my presence. Which pissed me off,
"I want a coffee 1 cream 2 sugars and a mocha for my girlfriend" I made sure she heard the last part so that she'd be pissed. She rolled her eyes and spoke "name?"
I smirked and spoke, "Taryn, and Ren."
She looked super annoyed and I smiled and walked to the end of the counter.

Once I got the coffee I walked to class and sat next to Ren.
"Here." I put the coffee down In front of her, I put my sunglasses on the top of my head and sat down.
"Why'd you get me coffee?" She asked, and I swear I saw her blush.
"The barista that was there the other day gave me a dirty look and so I mentioned you." I said casually, leaving out the girlfriend part.
"Oh," she said and took a sip.
I pushed mine aside.
"Are you not going to drink yours?" She asked, confused.
"No," I laughed, "bitch probably spit in it."
Ren looked down at her cup and put it down on her desk, "well, turns out I don't want coffee this morning" she laughed, and i laughed with her.

It was like every thing that happened last night and this morning didn't matter.
This girl would kill me.

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"AH" Ren screamed, picking up a folder, making me jump.
"Jesus! What?" I said looking at her, confused.
"I'm on Z!" She said and smiled.
I smiled back and then the smile faded.
"What's wrong?" She asked,
"What? Oh, nothing. I'm fine," and half smiled.
"Aww is Taryn going to miss wittle ol me?" She said making her words pouty and babyish at the end.
"No," I said, defensively.
"I think you will." She started walking towards me, as I sat on the floor.
"Nope," I said as she sat on the floor in front of me.
"I think your lying," she whispered as she leaned in closer to my face.
"I know I'm not," I whispered back, breathless.
She filled in the gap and our lips collided for the third time in all my knowing her, and it was just as good as the first time. Magical is so fucking cheesy. It was sensational, the pit in my stomach grew and my chest hurt. She took everything out of me, she absolutely ruined me. She touched my face and my knees grew weak, I drew patterns on her thighs and soon I couldn't hear anything, I had gone deaf. Ren could physically disable me, with just a kiss.
Soon I felt a tear involuntarily escape and roll down my cheek. She pulled away. No.