The way it is

Hello Blu Goobdye rose

It took nearly 3 years but as I woke up to the feel of bike in my mouth I smiled.I knew I would have to keep my sickness to myself for they would kill blue to keep me alive and we didn't want that. I kept mints at hand and made sure all my pups knew I loves them for I wanted them to have happy memories.The twins were 8 now and the youngest Dallas was just 3. But they revelled in my love. My mate.husband. had not changes. I guarded blu. The best I could from his blows and made sure to eat everything healthy that I could.As time went on I began to wear my mate brandons clothes because they were bigger and he thought it was revolting yet it pacifies his wolf so I took the small lashings when necessary.I was at a PAC welcoming ceremony when my water broke and Ryder ran to the PAC doctor. Everyone gasped as the doctor yelled." Brandon what have you done I said no more pups .What were you thinking." He yelled but Brandon looked at me in shock them to the doctor. But I just smiled as he spoke." I didn't try we hardly ever so anything and o always where a comdom.I did everything I could to prevent this." He murmured hi eye moving quickly trying to understand.But the alpha caught my smile." You you did this on purpose(I nodded) How long?" He asked. I let the ear splitting grin show." I've been trying for three years it took so long because he wouldn't sleep with me for one but I manipulated every one I could ding in the House.' I yelled the last part as a contraction hit. Ryder smiled unknowingly." Mommy is blu finally gonna be here?' He asked and I nodded as I pet his hair and he clapped in joy." You for told the children the name." She gasped. " this is the first one I had a chance to name Brandon did not allow me the eight with the others.' I said as people everywhere gasped and shook there heads a few women cried as I was carried to the PAC hospital.I heard blus first cry as my eyes began to lag.' No no he's losing to much blood." The doctor said. But I closed my eyes and welcomes the sleep the painless peaceful place I could finally be happy free. My funeral was held the next day. My husband held blu in his arms as a tear ran down his face. It was said that a law was passes through out the werewolf community if you abuses your mate the punishment was death. It was called roses law.it was to late for me but not others and the sad part is sometimes that's just the way it is.