My Life With You(Second book - Completed)

Chapter Four

I sat straight up and looked at the open door. I got up and walked down the hallway. I was sleep walking, I guess, it was weird knowing that i don't sleep walk, at least that I know of. Ross never told me anything. I heard voices coming from the hallway. I find a litte girl in the counter at the end of the hallway.

"Are you okay?" I hear my self say

She got up and looked at me

"Do you need help?" I asked

She came close and bite me. I screamed making the lights turn on.

"Its okay"

I opened my eyes and saw that I was still in bed, door closed and no girl.

"its okay. It was just a bad dream" Ross said hugging me "Go back to sleep"

"You think I can?" I asked

I hear the door unlock and Johnny comes in with a few other people

"Is everthing all right?" Johnny asked

"Just a bed dream" Ross said

Johnny soke his head "Sorry to brother you"

The door closed and locked, just me and Ross again

"What happened?" Ross asked

"I was walking out of the room and down the hallway, I saw this girl and she bite me" I said

"Was the door open?" he asked

"Yeah. I just sat up and walked out. i wasn't controling myself. Its like, something toke over me." I said

"Now, now, lets not get weird" Ross said

I smiled

"You want to go back to sleep?" he asked

I layed back down. "Ross?"

"Yes?" he said as he layed down next me

"Do you want a child?" I asked

He went silent. "When the time is right, I guess"

"When is the time ever right?" I asked

He sighed "I don't know. Its up to you really. Your the person that has to deal with the pain and carring it around all the time until its out"

I smiled "It sucks"

"How do you know?" he asked

"My mom told me that I was a pain in her butt. She couldn't wait until I was out and born"  I said

"My mother wasn't like that," he said "She said that 'Pain causes something great'. She didn't want me out. But when it came to my sister, my mom wanted her out"

"Your right" I said

"What?" he asked

"Pain does cause something great" I said.

I kissed him, but he wouldn't let go. I put my hand on his size. I could feel the heat coming off his body and going to my cold hand. We made out. Deeply. If that makes sence. He wouldn't let go. The next thing I know, I'm on top of him. I feel his warm hands go up and down my legs, making me want more. It didn't go far. I pulled away and looked him. He was out of breath and kept checking me out. I smiled everytime he made a face by checking me out. I layed on him and fell asleep.

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I felt his warm hands put my hair on one side. I was wake, I just didn't want to open my eyes.

"Baby" Ross said

"What?" I asked

"Wake up" he said

"If I wasn't wake , I wouldn't be taking to you" I said

He ran his fingers through my hair "I'm used to it, sorry"

I looked at him "You don't have to be sorry. Its okay"

"Okay" he said

I kissed him and got up "Anything special today?"

"Whatever you want to do" he said sitting up

"What if I didn't want to do anything" I said changing my pants.

He eyed me "Just asking"

I toke off my shirt "I know"

"Want to eat?" he asked as I put on another shirt

"I'm not hungry" I said putting some water in my water bottle.

He got up and hugged me from behide "Why?

"I don't know. I fell upset for no reason" I said before taking a drink

"Theirs always a reason" he said and kissed my neck

"Not for me" I said as he changed

"Yes, even for you" he said putting on his shirt

"Fine, I just don't have one" I said as I leaned against the counter

"Its okay" he said and kissed me "I'll be in the cafeteria if you need anyting"

"Same spot?" I asked

"Yep" he said opening the door and leaving

It felt weird being in the room alone. in my dreams i am alone, I just don't know it. I looked down the hallway and saw nothing. I walked ot the end of the hallway and looked. Their wasn't no little girl nor my own blood. It was just a dream. But dreams can fell so real. I walked back to my room and sat on my bed.

"Need anything?" Dave asked

"For you to leave me alone" I said

"What happened? You used to love me. You never wanted me to leave. But ever since you met Ross, it was like you never knew who I was" he said leaning in the doorway

"You left me alone" I said

"I thought I saw something" he said

"And you didn't tell me?" I asked "Hoe crazy can you be?"

"Very" he said "I can be what you want, what you need, anything. Just tell me." he said sitting next to me

"Can you just leave me alone?" I asked

He sighed and got up "Fine"

He walked away. He needs to stop. I got up and walked the other way, trying to find Johnny. I found Johnny taking to someone

"Hey," he said "How did you sleep?"

"Good," I said "I have a problem" I said

"Sure" he said "What is it?"

"I need to keep a guy away from me. He can never leave me alone" I said

"Who is it?" he asked

"Dave" I said

His eyes went big "Jess, Their isn't a Dave here."

"What?" I asked slowly

"Their isn't anyone here with the name of Dave" he said

"I can show you" I said