Vanilla, Cream and Strawberries (Unedited copy)

Chapter 14 - Unedited

*I wanted to give a perspective from the twins and Ari. Surprisingly it was really difficult writing solely in Christian's point of view. I guess I just like Alex better aha. So I've cut this chapter in two – It's both Christian and Ari's point of view*

Christian

I never thought I'd ever be jealous of my own reflection but Ari had the potential to drive that sort of wedge between us. Watching her accept Alex's cock made me annoyed and pleased at the same time. I wanted to be in his position. Hearing the suction noise her lips made around him, tempted me to intervene. I wanted to be involved in their time together, but Alex and I had agreed she needed to get use to us individually first before we both could go balls deep in her together. Watching her reveal in pleasuring him was a rare sight. She wanted to really please him and enjoyed what she was doing. Women like that were very rare.

"Well, I prefer the taste of strawberries. Don't you Christian?" Alex's smirk was infectious and I couldn't help grinning

"I do, brother" I smirked and winked at the pair as I left the room. It was time to stop being so serious, obviously the need to control and dominant would still be part of our play, like our therapist said, deep rooted childhood issues followed you everywhere. The cream was just for some fun, If Alex got the strawberries, why couldn't I have the cream?

Spraying the white liquid around her pink pert nipples, I couldn't help grinning at her scream. With Alex tongue deep inside her, I teased her nipple into my mouth. Watching Ari cum without asking made me bite down on her nipple hard. Alex might not have been concerned with her not begging too cum but that was my favourite part. Seeing her so vulnerable and raw with need, physically shaking with the need to cum and only I had the power to let her. It didn't get much better than that. Even thinking that made me think I sounded like a sick control freak.

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The talk with Alex eased some of my doubts. She'd been the one thing I'd wanted since before I could remember and even though I had her, it felt like she wasn't truly mine. Was that because I was sharing her? Or because she hadn't agreed to truly give herself to either of us. Whatever the reason it was doing my fucking nut in.

"Bro you need to sleep" Alex told me

"How'd you know I was awake?"

"You're my twin, I know this shit" He laughed "But seriously we have a press conference tomorrow evening and you can't be looking like a zombie"

"I know. I'm just.. ah I don't even fucking know what's wrong with me anymore"

"What do you mean?"

"She's going to be the death of my Al,"

"You need to relax and enjoy this" He told me, looking concerned

"I'm trying. I'm trying so fucking much but it feels like everything's out of my control" His face softened a bit

"I know. Believe me I know, but Christian we can't control everything"

"You're right but I control my own fucking life Alexander and right now it feels like everything's slipping away"

"We need a session with Saunders" He grimaced. He didn't look very happy about admitting it. "Look, we're in Florida, completely out of our comfort zone right now. Things with Ari are different ok... It's new. Everything you're feeling is bound to be fucked up"