He was working on his notes for tomorrow's lecture.... With black frames in eyes and pen in hand ....
Sitting in front of laptop....
When she came and asked him to help her to pull the zip down of her kurti...
He did the favour and as she went to the dressing table removing the Kurti to jump inside her night dress...
He checked her out....
And she caught him doing that....
"Nothing new"
She made a mischievous comment suppressing her smile...
And he blushed as he looked away
"I am sorry... "
He said as he turned back to his laptop....
"Who says sorry for checking out his wife"
She asked surprised
"The one who respects his wife and women in general"
And she gave a chuckle
"You do know that this innocent sharafat of yours is very sexy...
Real turn on"
She said as she came and sat on his lap putting down the book from his hand.
And he gave a handsome smile...
"How was your session today with the counselor..."
He asked as he kissed her cheek...
"Nice.....
She has taught me some really cool methods to control my overthinking and general anxiety....."
She said as she kissed him on lips...
One thing led to another and they were making out on his study desk...
Knocking down the pen stand and stationary
They got up still snogging as he loosen up his belt and she started unbuttoning his shirt
As they headed towards the bed
He got dashed by the bed edge and she pushes him down to fall on him , trying to take charge....
And as they landed on bed with him down and her felling on top of him....
An image strike her mind .....
She felling down in an open ground pouncing on him trying to save him from something...
The image was so blur and hazy.....
He was kissing her neck hard and didn't saw her zoning out for few seconds....
But then she pulled herself back as he was totally high and she didn't wanted to ruin the moment...
She focused back on him and the task in hand
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He was stroking her gently....
Making her moan soft and sweet.
Her legs going numb with sudden blood rushing upwards....
He pull blanket over her bare shoulder as she slept safely on his arm.....
Her hairs shadowing her face which he sweeped back... Making her face clear to leave a kiss before he lay on his back to sleep....
But his sleep had other plans....
He felt few times that she was zoning out while they were doing
Something going on in her mind...
But then she was getting back to him ....
The therapy has really helped her get her confidence back.
And manage her anxiety...
Still her questions remain unanswered and he know she is still seeking it.
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He was preparing eggnog
And he broke an egg directly in milk glass..
Beating it hard...
And she sat there watching him...
"What happen.....
Thinking about last night"?
he teased her as she gave a smile....
"Any grocery list "?
He asked and she nodded a no...
" Shalini has asked me to accompany her for market today ..
I will get the stuff myself "
"Oh yes.....
Do you want me to leave the car behind.
I will go by cab"?
He asked as he got up from the chair finishing his eggnog
"Nope
She is gonna pick me up"
She got up too to kiss him goodby...
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She likes Shalini
With her positive vibe and refreshing smile
Afterall she doesn't have much friends... Or let's say she doesn't remember any...
It's nice to have girl talk
Her sex jokes makes rajveer blush and she just can't stop laughing
"You wana buy something kinky"
Shalini asked her as they were roaming aimlessly in the mall...
"He will die of blushing "
Naina replied...
And Shalini agreed.
"Shalini can i ask you something"
Naina saw her getting ready to answer
"Pucho"
She replied maintaing her smile.
"I am having few callbacks
They are very blur but still i can figure something out....
I don't wana startle Raj.... He really freaks out whenever i tell him about them."
"He freaks out because he cares like hell....
That doesn't mean that you should keep it from him....
Tell him , no matter what...."
Shalini patted her back and she agreed with her .
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"I was in army.....
And i believe you were in army too....
That explains all the army connection you have.....
All the people you know in army
Are of our age.... They can't be your father's associate....
And the way they care
Alekh, huda , Pooja.....
They are my friends right "?
She asked him on dinner table
Waiting for him to confirm her constructs
And he nodded a yes looking in her eyes....
Without flicker on his face or hesitation in his voice.
"You were lieutenant i was captain..."
He added
"But we left the army....."
She asked and he confirmed again....
"Huda Alekh Pooja ud Ali.... They all are your batchmates....
I was your teacher in the academy...."
He told her some more
And she was listening carefully....
"Thank you so much for this"
She said and he hold her hand kept on the table.
"You are strong naina
You have always been strong.....
I know you have to clear this road you are walking in
So that we can have a good future without any baggage.....
I will walk you through it...."
And she smiled at him with all her heart.
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He filled her in his arms as they was about the fall asleep
"Can we invite all of them
My friends Shalini, Abhi....."
"I wana know about them .... I wana talk to them.... "
He smiled ear to ear
"It's a brilliant idea ..
We can throw our aniversary party next month
They will get time also to apply for their leave."
"Although alekh ko leave milna mushkil hogi
He is major now and CO too....
But i know he will manage.....
He is your best friend.... More like a family"
She turned to him as he talked further
"And Pooja was your roomate
She is all into mobile....
Starting mein to mujhe uski language samajh hi nahi ati thi"
Naina chukle imagining this
"And huda had a huge crush on you
Like totally Fida......"
"Seriously "?
She was amazed
And they were awake till midnight
As he filled her with all the details of her friends
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She has learn to turn the page one by one
Not trying to know everything at once.
Slowly processing the information and putting pieces together
He has come in terms with the fact too that one day she might remember everything
With all the memories will come all the pain
And he will be ready by her side that day to hug her tight and let her cry in his arms
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The end
