come make me

050

"which one do you like?"

napalingon ako sa kanya nang tanungin niya iyon. i was holding up long dresses slash long gowns with both of my hands. nandito kami sa isang famous boutique.

i smiled at him. "you're seriously paying for it?"

tumango siya saka naupo sa isang upuan sa harapan ko. "for everything.. what else do you need?"

umiling ako sa kanya at bahagyang tumawa. yung totoo? may nage-exist pa palang ganito.

from how he treats me to how and what he makes me feel whenever we're together... parang hindi totoo.

it feels surreal.

parang hindi totoong may lalaking ganito ulit kung tumrato sa akin. it felt unreal. after years... he's here.

but what's bothering me was reese's statement. they're known for giving motives.. kahit wala naman talagang nararamdaman.

i badly wanted to question him right now, right here, kung ano ba talaga 'to, ano ba talaga kami, ano bang nararamdaman niya?

ang dami kong tanong. pero wala akong lakas ng loob na humingi ng sagot.

"dali.." trev chuckled. "heels? what do you prefer? this or this?" tanong niya pa habang hawak sa magkabilang kamay ang heels na iniabot nung babae kanina.

i just pointed out the beige colored fashion gladiator.

"anong kulay ng suit mo?" tanong ko sa kanya. i want us to match during the event.

nag-angat siya ng tingin pagkatapos kuhanin gamit lang ang iisang kamay ang box ng gladiator kanina.

"blue. navy blue." he answered and smiled at me.

napangiti ako nang makita ang magandang navy blue long halter dress. may slit pa ito sa kanang hita.

"does this match with your suit?" i smiled upon asking him the question.

tumango siya. "sukat mo," aniya, tinuro ang fitting room. "i'll guard the door."

napangiti ako sa sinabi niya.

he's rare. really.

excited akong pumasok sa loob ng fitting room at sinukat na ang dress.

i went out wearing the dress that perfectly fits me. i smiled as i stormed out the door. naroon pa rin siya at naga-abang sa maaari niyang makita sa akin.

trev was staring at me. maya maya ay bigla siyang napahawak sa dibdib niya at umaktong may tumama roon.

"ganda, jiersee.." mahina niyang sabi. "i feel so attacked!" he dramatically said.

tumawa ako. i pouted a bit. "bagay ba?" tanong ko pa.

he continuously nodded. "sobra. bagay na bagay. it fits you perfectly. you look beautiful. ang ganda-ganda mo.." his voice was husky.

i stared at him as he compliments me. tell me how can i not fall?

he was my dream guy. a guy who makes me feel loved and beautiful. a guy who treats me right.

siya yung gusto ko.

siya na lang dapat yung ginusto ko pa noon.

if only i met him sooner.

i would not go through the pain... i guess.