come make me

055

“i’d rather have this one na lang pala..” i softly mumbled as i stared into the black fitted dress that i was holding. it compliments my fair skin nang isukat ko ‘yon.

he nodded. “that looks good on you...” marahan ang pagbigkas niya. “turn around nga..”

parang umakyat lahat ng dugo ko sa mukha. is he for real making me turn around? to see how it fits on my back?

“bakit backless?” biglang pagsimangot niya.

natawa ako. “ayaw mo?”

i smiled upon seeing him shaking his head and looking away with a sly smile plastered on his lips.

“no.. i like it.” i giggled at his statement. ilang beses ko pa man nang nabanggit, he makes my knees weak. from all the boys that i’ve had a crush on o baka sa mga lalaking nakita ko. “ganda mo.”

he keeps saying that i am beautiful, he keeps on drowning me to him. trev is real different. from the way he speaks to me, to the way he treats me, the way he cares for me, his choice of words in complimenting me, i am totally loving it. i feel like he’s one of a kind.

pero hindi ko alam, hindi ko sure kung... baka ganito pala siya sa lahat. baka sa akin ginagawa niya ‘to, sa iba ganito rin.

questions keeps bugging my mind and i cannot bare to not think about it.

what if all the motives he shows me aren’t real? what if it wasn’t love, but just a plain game for him?

all in all, i just wanted someone to be sincere and truthfully attached to me.

and i am hoping he’s the one that i’ve always wanted dahil hindi ko gusto at hindi ko ulit gugustuhing masaktan ng katulad sa dati.

nang makapagpalit ako ay tumayo lang ako sa harap niya. i stared at him. nilalaban niya ang mga tingin ko. he really just won’t let his guard down.

“is that all?” trev asked. tumango ako sa kanya. “let’s go, i’ll pay...” aniya saka hinatak ako ka agad palapit sa gawi niya.

halos matawa ako nang makitang ang ibang mga babae sa boutique ay nakatingin sa amin. one girl caught my eye and she’s somewhat glaring at me. i gave her a sly smile at nagpatuloy ng magpatianod sa hila ni trev.

nang makabayad siya ay hawak niya lahat ng paper bags mula sa designer store na iyon. matangkad siya kung ikukumpara mo sa akin. but he keep up with what my walking legs can reach.

we reached his car. he even opened up the door for me.

“nag enjoy ka ba?” tanong niya habang inilalagay ang mga binili sa backseat.

“hindi mo namang kailangang pati yung mga gagamitin ko, ibibili mo pa sa’kin.”

but seriously, i am thankful for him, because no one does this for me.

“thank you...” i mumbled and reached for his face to kiss his cheeks.