Kendall's POV
"So are we just going to ignore the fact that your husband is in a relationship with his ex-girlfriend now?" Kylie raises an eyebrow while I sigh and look away from her.
"Kylie, I don't really want to talk about it." I dismiss her but instead she snorts before putting down the cocktail she was holding.
"Kendall honey, you have to. He's still your husband you're not divorced yet. Your relationship could still rekindle and its not the end. Are you just going to allow the fact that the father of your child is spending time with someone else when he should be here taking care of your spring?" Kylie continues and I look down on the wooden floor.
I know, she's right. I have been quiet for awhile now and I don't even see him coming to visit our daughter but I thought maybe he's just really busy with work and his new upcoming movies.
Ever since I've seen the photos, I have been walking with this big weight over my heart. It sounds crazy but I wished I never allowed any of this. I wish I didn't let go of him. We would've been together right now if everything turned the way I wanted it to.
Harry and I have been constantly fighting about different fucking things and at one point, I was just done. I said some things that I shouldn't have said and that caused our relationship to fuck up. I love Harry so much but I don't think if he loves me anymore.
"He facetimes Aqua most of the time so he's still here." I tell her and she rolls her eyes before taking another drink from her cocktail.
"That's not the point Kendall. He's your husband. You're his wife. You're married and that makes you legal and that girl is not. Couldn't he wait until the divorce is done? That's the main point!" Kylie argues and I shake my head again before I shift my eyes to the cute potato, crawling all over the carpet while smudging her face with a strawberry.
"I don't know Ky. It's complicated right now. Just give me some time to think about it and I'll tell you." I say ending the conversation but Kylie only makes a face while I stand up from the chair and walk over to my baby girl.
I don't have to stress about it. I just need to care of my baby and be the best mom I could be. If I can't have Harry in my life. Aqua is enough to fill that void. This babygirl saved me and I'm about to do the same for her until the end of time.
