Writing From when I'm bored

My Autumn Air

My Autumn Air

There we laid the beautiful flowers surrounding us completely,

I feel okay when I see him,

The smile on his face totally welcome,

The freckles lightly dusting his skin,

The deep green pools I wanted to get lost in,

The flowers were our safe place,

I could sit there all day just in his presence was enough for me,

The way he would sit admiring the sky the flowers anything,

With him would I be okay? Could he love me the way I love him?

No it's entirely impossible. Right?

The autumn air making the flowers flourish,

That's what he is my autumn air,

He can help me live the best that I can,

Even if I only have his presence for a small part of my life it's all still worth it,

The crying,

The pain,

The past traumas,

But would he care about that?

Please let this autumn air stay,

Please don't let him leave me,

Please please please just stay,

I'm not ready for this yet,

It's not enough time,

I can't let go,

Not yet,

Without my autumn air what will I do?

I can't live without him,

Well, I definitely don't want to,

Without him could I make it?

Without him would I want to make it?

Without him would I still have purpose?

A/N: A little different type of writing piece but I still really like it.