I'm Sorry
I screwed up,
I know that now the moment has passed,
I think I upset you,
And for that I am so so sorry,
You made all my anxieties go away when we'd text,
You'd give me butterflies with your stupid cheesy lines,
You'd make me excited for the day ahead,
You helped me when I needed it,
Why?
I don't know why you texted me in the first place it might've been you wanted to date me,
Or maybe you just wanted to be my friend,
Maybe you didn't know why you texted me,
But you did and it changed a lot.
We would text every other hour I don't have a clue what about,
You were just so sweet and understanding,
The very late evening/ early morning you asked me that question I was ecstatic,
I didn't think I just answered in the days that followed regretted it,
I wasn't ready im still not,
We spoke about it and now I know I hurt you I feel so bad for not thinking and then regretting,
But we're allowed to make mistakes,
And you, you were my mistake even if you are sweet and kind and understanding I wasn't made for you and you were made for someone better.
I'm sorry I hurt you
I'm sorry I confused the both of us
I'm sorry I made the decision at the right time
I'm so sorry.
A/N: I know it's been a while since I wrote anything but I didn't know what to write I don't know how to write when I felt happy but here's this because I figured out what to write, have a good day or night .
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Writing From when I'm bored
RandomWriting from mainly when I'm mainly unstable, Some happy stuff too now :) <3