Writing From when I'm bored

I don't understand

I don't get it

It's the autumn half term

I should be happy or excited

And I am

But only after waking up feeling shitty and wanting to cry because I'm not in school

I'm happy when hanging out with my friends

But after that I feel lonely and distant

I sleep all afternoon and night till midday

I think I'm getting bad again

I don't want to bother my friends

They have their own problems

Mine are nothing

They deserve better than me

Than someone who rescinds into themselves when shit feels like it's crashing down

At night when I'm not sleeping I feel sick and sometimes can't move

I don't know why

But understandably people are busy or sleeping

Or just don't want to deal with it so they just respond with 'mood' or 'ok'

I don't get it

I just hope I get better when school starts again

My birthday the day I hate with all of my living soul

Just adds another year I surpassed

When I thought I'd be dead by now

A/N: Hey, how are you guys doing? What type of writing do you want I currently have a bunch of time on my hands and nothing to keep me occupied lol <3