Writing From when I'm bored

It's eating me up

It's eating me up

It's eating me up on the inside,

What do I do?

I don't have a clue,

Should I know what to do?

Do they want me to do something?

Why can't they tell me,

I don't want to hurt anyone,

I feel like I've hurt enough people for a lifetime,

The guilt,

It's eating me up on the inside,

Did I do this to myself?

I can't think of what to say,

I will have to apologize

I'm not ready for this,

I have a month,

That still isn't enough time for me to process it,

I don't think any time will be enough,

What can they expect?

It doesn't make sense,

They know me,

Why can't they just understand for a second?

A/N: My current situation I can't