gus
isla
isla
whatsup
gus
i wanna die tn
isla
gus...
call me?
gus
i'm sick of this life u know
need drugs to get up and drugs to go to bed
need drugs to be happy need drugs to feel okay
they don't really make me feel anything anymore
just numb
i was dying and nobody was there
i'm in this shit all alone
life ain't fair
isla
gus
please
listen to me
we can get you help okay? you're gonna be okay don't worry
i'm here for u
i'm always right here
anything u need
ever
life isn't fair but it isn't fair to anybody
it'll be worth it tho
life is beautiful
gus
i don't wanna go back to the doctor or the hospital or rehab
i hated that shit
never helped
ur only on my phone screen
ur in a whole other state
i need u to be here
i think that life is horrible
isla
babe u have so much to live for
and so much potential
ur only getting started
it's not ur time to go yet
i'll be there soon enough
gus
i just don't fuckin wanna do this anymore
i love music and the support but the bigger it gets the more pressure and stress and hate on me
idk if i was cut out for this
i just wanna die alone in peace rn
incoming call
isla
1 missed call
isla
pick up the phone
gus
i can't
isla
you can
please talk to me
i can't lose u
not now
or ever
and not like this
gus
nothing feels like enough of a reason to stay
isla
there's a million reasons u should
gus
no i wanna bullet in my brain
u should run away from me
i don't wanna hurt u
isla
gus i know ur hurting right now but don't try and push me away
i'm here for u
i want to help u
gus
no one actually cares about me
they're just fucking w me for their own gain
isla
cmon
u know that's not me
we met entirely by fluke
i care about u
for real
let me be here
gus
why does it have to be like this for me
everyone else is so effortlessly happy
isla
baby u are worth your weight in gold
you're a good person
a really good kind person
don't let people take advantage of that
u don't have to be everybody's everything
ur heart is too big for ur own good
gus
i feel like i've bled myself dry for everyone and there's nothing left of me
isla
take a break
focus on yourself
heal
u don't owe anyone anything
gus
are they gonna hate me for it?
isla
if they're ur real friends they'll
understand
gus
thank u
for being here
i know you've only been in my life for a short time but i appreciate u
ur really important to me
isla
you too gus
i'm done school in two weeks
we can be together soon
gus
then you're gonna have to leave anyways
isla
it's summer for 4 months
i can come home and get more stuff and come back
gus
hope we vibe as well in person as we do rn
isla
we will
do u need anything else ? have anything else to say?
gus
i'm okay for now
isla
okay<3
maybe get some sleep?
it's late
gus
u going to bed too?
isla
only if u are
gus
okay
we can
gn my angel
isla
goodnight <3
