CHAPTER 5

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We make home safe, we only have cuts and bruises but we're fine, the mission is successful but I receive an angry and annoyed look of Natasha until we come home, she didn't even say thank you well what do I expect, then she already told the them what happened then Steve are questioning me but he notice that I'm not listening so he said we will talk when we're back in the compound

The jet is already at the ground so I immediately come inside the compound but Steve stop me when we got in the living roon by snatching my arm

"What was that Y/N!" He shout at me and I have an angry face now looking at him but he didn't got scared, I snatched my arm back and face them and the others are now entering the living room one by one

"What was what!" I clenched my jaw and try to calm myself down

"You shouldn't have kill her Y/N, she can be helpful!" Natasha said and I look at her dead in the eyes

"Yeah helpful for her to easily kill us!" I yell at them and I'm losing my calmness now

"How do you know that huh she can change!" She yell

"Well change isn't in her vocabulary!" Now everyone are in the living room looking at us

"Well changing is for everyone, she can chance, she just need help!" Steve agreeing with Nat

"You shouldn't have kill her!" Bucky said

"She truly can be helpful!" Sam said

At this time I finally loose it, they didn't know who she is, they didn't know what she've done so many times to me, they don't know anything

"You don't know anything about us, about her so don't yell at me because I kill her, YOU DON'T KNOW ANYTHING!" With that I storm to my room lock it and try to calm myself

I don't know what I can do if I didn't walk away, I can kill them if I lost control.

I don't want to hurt them or worse kill them I'm different now I didn't kill or hurt without a valid reason and no one's controlling me for that, I have my own decision now and I've change now.


Natasha

It was like 30 minutes and I was so furious cause she kill her without hesitation, she can be useful, she can give us more information we needed or she can be an agent in S.H.I.E.L.D. then she have the audacity to get angry gosh she's unbelievable, guess she never chance, she just in the good side but she never change.

I was rubbing my face to ease my angry and Steve just finish his story for what happened when Wanda talk

"Guys you shouldn't get angry to her she have reasons for what happened!" I look at her in disbelief

"And she's not gonna do it if it's not for the best!" Thor said, gosh why do they defend her

"Ah did you just listen to Steve, she fucking killed the person who can give us more information and can be a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent and your defending her!" The two look at me confused

"Nat you should be the one believing in her not the one who's against her!" Wanda said

"We know her, we see her good intentions for the past week!" Thor said

"How can I believe the person who's all her life killing is all she ever know, I doubt that she did fucking change, like what she said we don't know anything about her!" I guess she's right I should have take the chance to kill her

"Language!" I glare at Steve so he look away and didn't comment

"You shared a memories with her in the past Nat, so you should be the one who knows her better!" Thor said I look at them and Wanda and Thor has a disbelief look, and the others are watching us

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