Loving you

CHAPTER 18

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Thor

All I do was stare at her all night, afraid to let go of my sight to her, this is the first time I see her like this, she's always kind, loving, caring but in her badass way like you will think that she didn't mean to do those kind things

I think for what could be the reason why it bring her to breakdown maybe to the mission something bad happened, she still in her mission suit and I didn't change her clothes, I don't want to invade her privacy and I respect her. She's the one of the strongest person I know, never break easily

I feel sorry for her when I see her at the door crying and shaking, I don't want to see her like that, she's like a little sister to me so it break my heart to see her like that

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It already 8 in the morning and still she's in my arms hugging me tightly like I'm gonna leave her

I decided to bring her breakfast here so I slowly stand up making sure she'll not gonna wake up but I'm wrong, when I move a little she hug me tighter than before and she groan

"No please, stay!" She said to me but still close her eyes

"We need to get up m'lady it's already 8 in the morning!" I say and rub her back and she opens her eyes

"Ok, can I barrow your clothes?" She ask and sit up and go to the bathroom

"Sure clean yourself up and I'll put the clothes here!" She hums in response, so I take my brown shirt, boxer and a black shorts then I leave that to the bed and head downstairs to be greeted by the whole team eating breakfast in the dinning area

"Hey guys!" I say and take a tray, two plates, knife, fork and glass

"Why's two?" Clint ask me and I take 3 waffles 2 for me 1 for her, toast with egg and a juice

"For me and Y/N!" They all look at me well not Nat and Wanda, they just talk, so I look at them, I didn't see Nat with Y/N anymore

"Where is she? Is she not gonna eat here?" Vision ask me

"I'm afraid yes, she seems not ok!" With that I got the attention of the two woman

"Wait! What do you mean seems not ok?" Nat ask looking worried

"She go to me in my room in the middle of the night crying and shaking still in her mission suit!" Nat stand up and all of them have a worried look

"I'll come to her! Can I go to your room?" Nat ask me so I nod

She runs upstairs to our floor and to my room, I just sit there in silent eating my food and giving them space to talk in my room

"What could it be the reason?" Steve ask us

"I can go to her mind!" Wanda suggest

"Don't you dare Wanda!" I say with a scary tone and we all wonder for the reason while eating

Until I feel that somethings going on in Asgard and I'm right they call me so I say to them to tell Y/N that I need to go.

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NATASHA

When I heard Thor said that she seems not ok I snap back and ask him. When he said that she's crying my worried became bigger, she's not the person who will cry easily, she was strong and all you can think to make her weak is turning to just nothing like she didn't care but deep inside she truly care, she use her head first more than emotion so it's impossible for her to cry just like a mission