I would (one direction fanfic)[UNDER EDITING]

Bonfires and bookstores

Amari's POV

I wake up this morning happy, wrapped in my boyfriends arms. I smile and lean over him. "wake up, handsome" I say in attempt to wake him up. He moans and slowly opens his eyes, adjusting to the light his eyes grow wider. "okay this is weird but I was totally turned on by that moan" I say with a giggle at the end.

He chuckles and replies with "and I'm hopping you'll lean closer now". I lean in closer and he looks directly into my eyes. I smile and lean in a little more, now making contact between our foreheads. He kisses me and I shift my body, now laying on top of him. The kiss is full of passion and spark. His arms wrapping around me once again as he gently rolls over, now him on top of me.

I suddenly get butterflies in the pit of my stomach and feel my heart racing a thousand miles per minute. Zayn pulls away, bitting my lip. I stare at him as he does the same. I saw the expression in his eyes, asking 'do you want to?' I knew exactly what he meant but I wasn't prepared for this. I still needed time. Before I could open my mouth to explain that I was unprepared, Liam walks into the room and says "breakfa- ahh my eyes!" as he closes the door again. I guess he thought we were I the middle of something. Thank you Liam for that, I didn't want to explain to my boyfriend that I was unprepared to have sex with him, simply just because I was afraid.

Immediately Zayn gets off of me as I get up off the bed. I feel like I'm leading him on and I feel terrible for it. I should just distance myself a bit.

I walk towards my duffle bag on the floor right next to the tall dresser. I still haven't put my clothes away in it. I pull out the drawers and look behind me to see Zayn looking at me. I immediately turn back to the dresser and say "bring me your bag so I can put our clothes away". "I'll help" he says as he walks over with his duffle bag.

I start pulling out my clothes and organizing them in category of clothing type. When I finish creating piles I look over at Zayn and see him doing the same as well. I look back at my piles of clothing and go through each pile mentally. Bottoms. Tops. Underwear. Bras. Swimming suit. I look over at Zayn again and he notices me looking. He looks at my piles on the floor while raising an eyebrow and grabbing something in one of my piles.

I look at him with confusion as to what he was grabbing. As soon as I see my black Lacey bra in his hand I quietly panic. I try snatching it away but he quickly moved away from my reach. "let's see" he says quite loudly. My expression confused again until I see him looking at the tag that says my bra size. "oh lord!" I say panicked as I run over to him trying to snatch it away again.

"34C" he reads loudly. I stop trying to snatch it away and just give him a 'you will pay' look. "aww, c'mon love! Don't be mad I was just curious" he says in his voice that I can't resist. His voice is pure sexy.

I snatch it away from his grasp and stick my tongue out at him. "love" Zayn says. I look at him silent with a death glare. "are you sure your not a D?" he says with a laugh. "you just said that to make me more angry didn't you?" I say with another death glare. "maybe" he says with a smirk.

"well now I'm pissed! ZAYN JAVADD MALIK YOU WILL PAY!" I say angrily as I run into the bathroom located in our room. I lock myself in the bathroom and slide down the back of the door as I ask myself 'how could he do that? he knows Ive been through a lot. Especially bullying.'

A few seconds later a knock at the bathroom door snaps me away of my thoughts. "come out love! Please I'm sorry!" Zayn yells through the door. "go away!" I yell through the door. I hear him sigh but instead of leaving he slides his back at the door sitting the same way I was, back against the door.

"please!" he yells again. "go away! I'm upset, why would you do that... You know I was bullied about being a slut!" I yell through the door as my eyes start to cloud with tears.