I would (one direction fanfic)[UNDER EDITING]

Looking for answers

Amari's POV

"Are you okay?" Alexis asks. "No" I say between sobs. "Why did you run after reading the letter?" Alexis ask.

"I don't know, it just seems like someone wrote that letter to apologize for making me unhappy? But the problem is I've been unhappy.... Not having Zayn with me. I miss him. It's like part of me is missing now." I say.

"Does it make sense why someone would write that letter to you?" Mari asks.

"I don't know. I'm just really confused and I finally cracked with all my emotions" I start.

"I don't get it, the note doesn't make sense but it makes me think, who would apologize about making me unhappy.. No one even knew I was unhappy till I told you two right now. It doesn't add up at all now that I think about it" I finish.

"I don't know" Alexis says. "Actually..." Mari starts. "What?" I ask wiping away the remaining tears.

"I noticed last night you weren't in your room so I went looking for you around our flat but I didn't find you, I didn't want to bring it up but when I couldn't find you I was thinking. Think about it, girls. What would be the only reason that seems logical to you why our boys would ever leave us? We knew them well, I'd like to believe that they aren't like that, they wouldn't just do what they did." Mari says.

"Maybe they did what they did because they didn't want to be with us" Alexis says.

"Alexis, Harry isn't like that. Yeah he's cheeky but he wouldn't just flirt with every girl, especially around you for no reason." Mari says. "I agree with Mari on this one" I say.

"Exactly" Mari says. "Okay then, what about Zayn and Niall?" Alexis asks. I look down at the bed and stare blankly. Mari finally speaks up. "I don't know, I'd like to believe we know them well enough to know they wouldn't just hurt us like that.. And all in one day? It just doesn't add up now" Mari says. "But Zayn walked away from us.." I say, hurt.

"Amari, I think Alexis can agree with me on this one when I say, you two were inseparable, perfect, true love, he wouldn't walk away just like that" Mari says. "I can agree with that" Alexis says.

"But he did just walk away!" I yell feeling the tear well up in my eyes again.

"Please Amari, don't cry" Alexis says. But I couldn't. The tears started to roll down my cheeks. I could taste the saltiness in my mouth as tears kept rolling down and some rolled down into my mouth.

Liam's POV

Earlier I went passed the flat the girls all shared. At firstly plan was to knock on the door and explain to them everything before I told the boys. I was hoping I could convince the girls of going back and I could sit them all down to talk and explain what I did and hope they would all get back together.

I didn't think it would be that hard considering I had been at the park last night. I heard Amari and that boy arguing. As soon as I heard them argue and found out what was going on there I left back to the boys.

~Flashback~

I left and told the boys I was going to get some fresh air. When I was out I heard someone yell so I wondered who would be out on the street yelling at this time and went towards where the commotion was coming from.

I saw Amari and looked around and hid behind a bush. I didn't want her to see me, she probably hated me even thought she didn't know what I did. I sat there listening.

'I cant believe that cunt is trying to use her to get famous.' I thought. I got so mad I started shaking my head then realized I was making the bush move so I stopped immediately. They heard me. Oh shit.

I looked at them, knowing they couldn't see me. They quickly looked away realizing nothing was here.

~End flashback~

That cunt was using her. That was when I realized I ruined a perfectly wonderful relationship. But I stayed a little after that boy left. Amari was so sad, she went to this part of the park I didn't even know existed and I saw her lay on the grass looking up at the stars. She was alone and crying. That was when I left.

All I could think about when I left and went back to the boys was 'what did I do?'

When Niall had came to talk to me I had apologized and I meant it. I didn't tell him that I saw Amari. I didn't tell anyone. All I knew was that I messed up and I wanted to fix things for her. Not only her but for Mari and Alexis. I wanted to fix it all. I was such an ass.

So this afternoon when I went to the girls flat I knocked on the door. I didn't hear anything on the other side. I quickly searched for the spare key they kept on top of the door ledge.

~Flashback~

I found it. I can't believe they still have the key here. I opened the door and walked in. I quickly closed the door behind me and went to the kitchen island which was only several feet from the door.

At first I didn't know what to do. Why did I even sneak in. Was I going to sit and wait for them to come back? I would scare them.

I quickly glanced around the room and found a pen and paper on the table next to the door.

I went to get the pen and paper and walked back to the island.

~End flashback~

That was when I wrote the letter. Instead of apologizing to all of them I only apologized to Amari. She was the only one I knew for a fact was unhappy.

As soon as I finished I left the letter on the island and put the pen back on table on my way out.

I grabbed the key and locked the door. I hid the key back on the door ledge and went on my way.

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