I would (one direction fanfic)[UNDER EDITING]

What happened with us?

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Amari's POV

"What do you want?" I ask. "I followed you" he says. "No shit..." I say as I roll my eyes. "You know, why can't you pretend you love me?" Jake asks. "Because I kinda did at one point and you hurt me. Not to mention that I know what your doing" I say. "What do you mean?" Jake asks. "Don't play stupid with me! I know you only want me because I'm famous.. After seeing who you truly were when you first hurt me, I realized the type of person you truly are. I always ran but now I'm stronger and I don't need this!" I say.

"We'll don't you think your so fucking clever? Fine. Ill admit it, that's exactly what I'm up to" jake says like a real ass. "Fuck you! Leave me alone!" I yell. I hear a strange noise coming from behind me. Like a bush moving. I turn around only to find nothing. I turn back to a smiling jake. "Get the fuck out of here!" I yell. Jake smiles evilly and walks away, leaving me. Finally.

I watch him disappear. I can now go find peace. I walk towards the area I once took Zayn to. The quiet, peaceful place I would come to escape thoughts. Mostly one about my father.

I sit on the bench I remember sitting with Zayn but now all I can think is what that noise was by the bush!? It's almost as if something or someone was there watching or maybe it was just a squirrel or something. I don't think anyone is up this late around here.

Mari's POV

I wake up in the middle of the night to get something to drink. I pass by Amari's room only her door is open and she's not there. Where is she? I check by the bathroom but she's not there. I go to the kitchen to get water and I still don't see her.

Where would she go at 3:27 in the morning? I go back by her room and see her phone. Great so there's no way to call her... I go back to my room and lay down, setting the water bottle on my nightstand. She'll show up in the morning... won't she?

This isn't like her though to just disappear. There has to be somethikng more serious behind it. I really hope it has nothig to do with Zayn, he was nice and sweet but what he did was unbelievable. Crap. Stop thinking about it, Niall. Great. I cant bear to hear his name, I really liked him and im still sad about what happened, now that i think about it I got to know niall, Zayn, and Harry very well. What they did isn't something they would do unless someone told them to. No. You dont think. No...it cant be.

Zayn's POV

"Well how many more songs do we need to write for the album?" Harry asked, on the phone with Simon. "At least one more?" Harry asked. "We'll get right on it" Harry said hanging up the phone. We were all staring at Harry intently on the phone in the living room.

"Well lads, we need to write one more song for the album to have five songs written by us" Harry says. "So what are we waiting for? Lets get to it" Niall says. "Alright" Liam says grabbing the pencil and a notebook. Louis glances at me and his look says it all. My song! We could use my song! This is perfect!

I nudge louis and mouth 'help me tell them' to him with big bulging eyes. He gives me a nod. Perfect. I walk over to the lads who moved to the dining room and sit around the table to work on a song. Louis follows behind me.

"Mates, I have something to say" I start. Louis stands right next to me, ready to help me explain. Harry, Niall, and Liam turn to face me and stare intently, "go on" Harry says. "Well I wrote a song and I think we should use it..." I start but then trail off. "He wants to dedicate to someone" louis helps. "Who is it" Niall says with a grin.

I clear my throat and continue "I wrote it for... Amari. I still love her, she's the love of my life and I can't imagine myself without her. I need her to know that I still think about her every moment of every day and am deeply sorry for what I did."

As soon as I finished Liam's expression drops but not in the same way Harry and Niall's did. Harry and Niall wore grins on their faces but also gave a look of sadness. What's going on?

Niall's POV

Truth is, I really miss Mari. I forgot why we even broke up, I honestly can't think of a reason why I did. All I know is I was stupid to let her go. Come to think of it, why did any of us brake up? Me and Mari? Harry and Alexis? Zayn and Amari, wait we all know what happened.. It was still sweet that Zayn did that for one of our fans but why in the world did he just walk away? Especially when he knows what Amari's been through.

What happened with all of us? We were so happy, I mean we still are but our love lives just... I don't know. I think it's sweet Zayn wants to dedicate a song to Amari. It's a sweet way to try to win her back.

I look around the room and we were all smiling at Zayn's idea. Wait, where's Liam? Where did he go, he was just right here next to me..

"Are you guys on board?" Louis asks. "Of course" me and Harry say as we share a look. I think Harry misses Alexis as well. "Wait, where's Liam?" Louis asks. "I noticed, ill go look for him" I say. With that I leave the room and search for Liam.

I search the living room, kitchen, his bedroom, and bathroom. He's not there. Where on earth is he? I start checking every bedroom and bathroom and still no Liam. Maybe he's outside? The thought hadn't occurred till now, I make my way to the sliding doors and slide open one of the sides.

I look out around for a moment and then spot him in his bedroom balcony. I quietly leave the main porch and make my way back to his room, this time going straight towards his balcony.

I slide open his balcony door and step outside and slide it close. Liam looks over his shoulder then turns back around. "Hey mate, what's going on?" I ask. "With what?" Liam asks. "Why did you leave back in there?" I ask as I walk up to him and stand right next to him looking out into the dark street. Luckily there are no houses or buildings on the opposite sided of all the balconies or porch, that way we don't have to worry about any surprise pictures online.

Liam stays quiet for a moment then sighs. "I did something terrible, and I regret it now" Liam finally says. "What did you do?" I ask. "I can't say" Liam says. "Just tell me, you'll never feel better about it, if you keep it inside" I say. "It's horrible, I feel terrible about it now, I didn't think it would hurt him so much" Liam says. "What are you talking about?" I ask. Liam sighs.

"I-I, was the r-reason Zayn and Amari broke up" Liam says with a stutter. "What do you mean?" I ask confused. "Well, I was the one who convinced Zayn of doing something sweet for that poor fan who was abused by her previous boyfriends. And I can't say I never meant for Amari to find out because I wanted her to know so they would have a fight and not be as happy, then maybe Zayn would of had more time for us, well... Me" Liam explains. "W-why? How could you do that to your best friend?" I say with a stutter at the begging unsure of how to put my words.

"I'm sorry, I was just sad, I felt like I was loosing you guys to girls and I was getting lonely. If I could go back in time I would of never done it, I prefer being ignored slightly by my best friend than to be the reason he's unhappy" Liam says.

"Couldn't you have talked to him?" I ask. "I didn think it'd work if he usually never had time for me, I felt like he was ignoring me, I didn't think he'd listen if I tried to talk to him" Liam explains.

I stayed quiet for a moment to process everything Liam had just told me, then it hit me.

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