Day 288

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12:03pm
I hate when my closest friend is frustrated and mad because it affects my mood in the process. It doesn't help that all I want to do is self harm but I won't because if I do my mom will find out and I'll be sent to a mental ward and I can't handle that.
Also I finally told my friend if they are done don't try. Take the class again and try next year so they got pissed off with me and now I get to go home on the bus. The one place I hate. I can't handle the emotions that I build up so much. It doesn't really help I won't have a counselor for another month or so.
For now that's it.
Remember if you need to rant go to my comments or private message me.
Stay safe and healthy my little demons. Baii

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