12:03pm
I hate when my closest friend is frustrated and mad because it affects my mood in the process. It doesn't help that all I want to do is self harm but I won't because if I do my mom will find out and I'll be sent to a mental ward and I can't handle that.
Also I finally told my friend if they are done don't try. Take the class again and try next year so they got pissed off with me and now I get to go home on the bus. The one place I hate. I can't handle the emotions that I build up so much. It doesn't really help I won't have a counselor for another month or so.
For now that's it.
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Stay safe and healthy my little demons. Baii
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RandomThe cover was found on Pinterest. All rights go to the owner Just a small journal that I'll update every once in awhile so I can keep track of my streak. This has mentions of self harm (I'm trying to stop cutting) so don't read if this will trigger...