12:03pm
I'm at school as I type this but I really want to cut. It's gotten harder after my counselor got a new job and I haven't seen her in a week. I'm having trouble getting used to my new bus and not having my best friend next to me while we get dropped off. It's hard to be in such a small house with my little brother. We got in a small fight yesterday no bruises this time but they're going to get worse.
I feel like my friends don't want me anymore and I'm only here because they feel bad for me.
I keep giving hints I'm not okay but I can't just say it out loud anymore without feeling like shit. My mom is super busy so I'm cooking and cleaning. I also get held back during weekends since my mom doesn't want my brother alone.
I guess this is it for the day.
Remember if you need to rant go to the comments or private message me.
Stay safe and healthy my little demons. Bai
(P.S. I meant to post this yesterday but I typed this as school and forgot about it till just now)
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My Sober Start
De TodoThe cover was found on Pinterest. All rights go to the owner Just a small journal that I'll update every once in awhile so I can keep track of my streak. This has mentions of self harm (I'm trying to stop cutting) so don't read if this will trigger...
