12:43am
I'm having a hard time sleeping. The only reason I want to sleep is so I never wake up again.
I hate waking up in the mornings but I know my friends will be devastated if I went to bed and never texted them back. I want to die but I am scared to. I hope I can make it till I'm 14, then till I can get my first job, then my first date, and my first house, and college, then my first time working in my feid of study, but I dont know if I will make it. I really do hope i can. I guess this is the end for the night.
Remember that you can rant in my comments or private message me if you need to. Stay safe and healthy my little demons. Bai
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My Sober Start
RandomThe cover was found on Pinterest. All rights go to the owner Just a small journal that I'll update every once in awhile so I can keep track of my streak. This has mentions of self harm (I'm trying to stop cutting) so don't read if this will trigger...
