9:16pm
My dad thinks I'm fucking stupid. He is about to make dinner for my mom and he's making mac n cheese, there was already a box out of a package we had gotten awhile ago that we haven't made quite yet but he grabs 2 from the package he just opened. It bothered me so I asked him why he didn't just grab one from the package and the one that should be made cause it's older and he looked at me like I was fucking stupid because either way he's gonna make 2. I don't have any ideas on why it bothered me so much that he was going to use 2 new ones instead of the old one and a new one but it did so he kind of got frustrated and threw one of the new ones back and grabbed the old when and went "Is that better?" So I responded with a quiet yes and ran back to my room without getting food or filling my water, so now I get to wait him out to grab my water bottle to fill it for the morning.
Other than that small but frustrating moment I've been pretty good for a while still going pretty strong and if all goes well I'm taking my dog in a walk tomorrow in the woods.
Anyway remember that if you need to rant you can go into the comments or private message me. Stay safe and healthy my little demons. Baii
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My Sober Start
RandomThe cover was found on Pinterest. All rights go to the owner Just a small journal that I'll update every once in awhile so I can keep track of my streak. This has mentions of self harm (I'm trying to stop cutting) so don't read if this will trigger...
