8:11pm
I don't know how much longer I can handle this. I feel like absolute shit my emotions are everywhere and I can barely handle eating. Christmas is a week away and I'm trying my hardest not to get the rest of my family down but its getting harder.
We visited with my grandma and Busha earlier and I barely held or together for a few hours but everything else keeps building up.
I feel worthless and just all around trashy. Dysphoria is kicking my ass and I have no way to alleviate it.
That's it for now I guess.
Rember if you ever need to talk or rant you can always go to the comments or private message me.
Stay safe and healthy.
I love you my little demons. Bai
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My Sober Start
RandomThe cover was found on Pinterest. All rights go to the owner Just a small journal that I'll update every once in awhile so I can keep track of my streak. This has mentions of self harm (I'm trying to stop cutting) so don't read if this will trigger...
