Bipolar

Chapter 38

a/n: Lauren Jauregui is Jade's friend, Beth.

It was almost June and Beth and I were planning to go to California for about a week or so with our friends, Ashton was also coming along and so was his friend, Calum, yay. I haven't even met them, but Beth doesn't really care, so whatever.

I was meeting Beth at some frozen yogurt place with some of our other friends, Jordan and Monica. I met Jordan at the gym, she showed me what some of the equipment was because I was very confused to what they were. Beth introduced me to Monica about a month ago, so yeah.

I applied some mascara to my eyelashes and then checked my outfit, high waisted shorts and a white crop top. I also had a pair of red converse because they're lovely and red, my favorite color now.

I drive to the frozen yogurt place and meet the three of them inside where it was cold compared to the warm summer air outside. I almost fell over when I saw Harry here with some girl talking and eating at a table. Who is she?! ...And why should I even care? We broke up like four months ago. I'm over him.

"Hey, guys." I smile sitting a table with them. "Hi Jade!" Jordan yells excitedly and I tell her to shush as I laugh. "Oh, come on." She says rolling her eyes playfully. "I'll go get you some frozen yogurt." Beth says smiling and I thank her. "I can't believe we had to go out. I wanted to stay home and watch Teen Wolf, but noooo." Monica whines. "We always do that. You really need to get out more." I say and she grumbles a curse word under her breath that sounds like the word duck.

"Hey, watch your profanity!" Jordan shouts and I laugh again quietly not wanting Harry to hear us. I look up and see he was smiling along with that girl, who looked very pretty, ugh.

"Ooh, who's that hunk of a man?" Jordan says eyeing Harry and then looks over at me. "You-you like him!" She says hitting my arm and I widen my eyes. "No, no, shut up. Jordan." I warn as she giggles. "Okay, okay." She says and I sigh in relief, thank god.

"So, are you excited to go to California? A road trip. A very long one because that's across the fucking country." Monica says raising her eyebrows, clearly impressed. "Yeah, it'll be boring during the ride there. Well, I hope not actually." I sigh and they agree as Beth hands me my large frozen yogurt cup that had vanilla yogurt and sour patch kids, she knows me so well.

"Thanks, Beth!" I smile taking a bite with a blue sour patch kid in it, they just added these, and they tasted heavenly.

"Oh my god! Wait a second! That..That man over there is Harry Styles!" Jordan yells like a lightbulb went off in her head. "Uh..no, no I don't think he is. Sit down." I hiss and she rolls her eyes then goes over there. Shoot me now, please.

"Hey, can I have you sign something?" She asks and I gulp as he asks where. I swear if she says-

"My boobs."

She said it.

He took a sharpie and signed her breasts and I rolled my eyes as I ate my frozen yogurt. "He just signed my breasts!" Jordan says and I just stare at her. "Why did you want him to sign them?" I ask slightly pissed that she asked and that he had done it.

"Because, my young, innocent, little Jade, it feels good when a man touches your breasts." She smirks and I roll my eyes. "Okay, whatever. Let's just go." I say standing up and then looking over at Harry, he was looking back at me which made us make eye contact and I swear I stop breathing. I miss him so much.

"C'mon," I say forcing my eyes away from Harry to my friends, they nod standing up along with me and we exit the frozen yogurt shop and tears escape my eyes along with a whimper.

"Whoa, Jade, why are you crying?" Beth says and I start crying some more. "Ha-Har-Harry was there." I sob into her shoulder. "Why would that make you cry?" Monica asks and I look at them, Beth finally remembers what I told her a while ago. "Oh, oh my god. He was your ex." She says and I nod as she pulls me in her arms again.

"Oh, shit." Monica says and Jordan stays quiet, I could see that she felt bad now. "I'm sorry, I didn't know." Jordan says and I shrug. "It's fine, I didn't tell you. It's my fault." I say wiping my eyes. "I just miss him, so much, I want him back." I cry harder missing him. I miss being with him, seeing his smile and dimples, hearing his beautiful laugh that I love, seeing his bright green eyes that can turn a dark forest green color when he's upset. I miss how he would make stupid jokes, I miss that we could tell each other anything. I just miss him, so much.

"Well, um, hey look, a hobo." Monica says and I furrow my eyebrows. "What?" I laugh lightly and she shrugs. "Sorry, I'm not good in these type of situations." She says and I nod slowly. a/n: I'm literally Monica.

"Let's just go to my place and watch some Disney movies, like Frozen, your favorite." Beth smiles and I nod wiping my tears away then sniffle a few times.

"Let's use my car. Monica, you can drive." I say giving her the keys. Out of all of us, she was the safest driver to be honest. "Oh, okay." She says getting in the drivers seat, I could tell she had never driven one of these cars, I could also tell she was happy.

"Damn, slow down." Jordan says and Monica just laughs then slows down a bit. She was really happy, and that's not a lot, so we didn't want to really bother her, but we also didn't want to die either.

We get to Beth's place and watch movies and eat until we were exhausted, which was about two in the morning or maybe later.

Well, if I can't have Harry, at least I have my friends.