Bipolar

Chapter 30

It was almost six o'clock, the time Harry told me he was coming home, thank god, I missed him so much today for some reason, no, because i love him and miss him all the time.

I hum quietly to myself as I wash the dishes from earlier this morning when Harry and I had breakfast together, until I hear the front door open and then close.

"Jade? I'm home, where are you?" He asks as I hear him place down his briefcase. "In the kitchen." I holler at him and he smiles walking in, placing his arms around my waist. "Mm, you're so soft." Harry hums as he places his head in the crook of my neck behind me. "Thanks, I guess." I giggle as he kisses my neck so softly.

"Harry, I was thinking that maybe..we could go out on a date?" I say placing my hands on the counter. "Hm, I'm tired. Let's stay home and watch movies." He says giving me no choice and I sigh nodding. "Yeah, sure." I smile turning around to him.

"Let's have sex, for real this time." Harry suggests to me and I shake my head. "Not yet, I'm a virgin and I want to make it special." I smile, both knowing I wasn't a virgin anymore. "Oh, alright." He smiles then kisses me on the lips, I kiss right back. Before anything gets heated up, I try to pull away, but Harry continues to kiss me, holding my hips in place so I wouldn't move. "Harry, please." He doesn't though until I pull my head back.

"Harry!" I yell and he narrows his eyes at me. "Jade, why don't you want to have sex?!" He asks and i widen my eyes at his anger. "Sex isn't the most important thing in the entire world!" I scream at him and he rolls his eyes again. "Oh fucking well! I want to have sex!" He yells and I sigh. "Not yet!" I scream. "If you want to have sex sooo bad then go to a club and do it!" I yell and he grabs his coat. Is he for real?

"Okay, I will." He says and leaves, I stand there with tears in my eyes until I start sobbing only a few seconds later. "I hate you, I hate you so much." I cry running up to our room and hide under the blankets. "Fuck this shit, I don't want to cry." I say wiping my nose on Harry's pillow, he deserves it anyways.

I sit up and turn on the flat screen tv to watch some reality show, I had no idea what it was called.

A few hours later, I hear the front door open and close, it's Harry, finally. I hear his boots on the stairs, I started to grow nervous, but I choose to turn up the volume up a little to ignore it.

Harry walks in taking his boots off and placing them by the bedroom door. He runs a hand through his messy, curly hair making me want to cry; he had sex. He pulls off his jeans and slips on a pair of sweats and a red tee, I try to ignore him, but I want to know if he did it, which I'm pretty sure he did.

He slides into bed, but doesn't dare to touch me, and I don't touch him. I continue watching tv as he turns onto his side facing the wall. He falls asleep a few minutes after, then I turn the tv off and do the same.

In the morning, I notice Harry was still sleeping, I thought he was working today, I guess not. Maybe I should wake him up, or maybe I should just leave to go get some donuts, yeah, I'm going with the second choice.

So, I get out of bed and get dressed quietly into a pair of black leggings, a white oversized crew neck, and a pair of vans. I pull my hair up into a ponytail then go downstairs before Harry wakes up. I quickly grab my coat and my keys then go get some donuts and coffee.

As I drive back home, my phone begins to ring, it was Harry, should I even answer? I finally do after a few seconds of thinking about what he was going to say to me. "Hello?" I ask and I hear sobs on the other end. "Jade! I'm sorry! Please don't go. I love you, just come back home." I felt like crying because Harry thought I had left, I should have because he cheated on me.

"I'm not leaving you. I went to go get donuts." I say then hung up on him so I could focus on getting home.

As I parked my car, Harry stood there with tears running down his cheeks. "J-Jade?" He sniffles and tears start to blur my vision. "Harry, did you have sex with someone?" I say, the tears finally falling. "No, I promise." He says and I quickly run to hug him. He embraces me in his arms and I felt like everything was right again, because it was.

"I'm sorry for yelling at you." Harry says and I nod forgiving him. "It's okay, and I'm sorry too." I whisper into his chest. "What? Why?" He asks confused. "For yelling too." I say and he smiles weakly then kisses my forehead. "I love you so much Jade, I really do." He says sighing at the end.

"I love you too." I say and then look up behind us where I heard cameras, yeah, there were paparazzi outside the fence taking pictures, just great. "I'm gonna get the donuts, go inside." I say and he nods staring at the people taking pictures.

I jog down to the fence once Harry walks inside. "Everyone, please go home. Harry isn't coming out today." I say and all they do is take pictures of me, um..what the heck?! "Go home!" I yell and they ignore me until someone pulls my waist and picking me up over their shoulder. It was Harry. I could tell by his butt and his very tight skinny jeans. "Harry, I want them to leave." I say as he carries me inside, the blood rushing to my head.

"Don't we all." He sighs sitting me on the couch. "Where's the donuts, I got six, they were only for me, but I guess I can share with my boyfriend." I say and he laughs kissing me. "Okay." He smiles turning on the tv, Beauty and the Beast was on. Yes!

"Cuddle me." I say laying down on top of him as we ate donuts. He places his arm around me and I smile, this is perfect.