Bipolar

Chapter 21

"Harry?" I whisper as tears brim my eyelids. "Fuck," I hear him say under his breath as I step back not wanting this to be real. "W-who is-is this?" Tears begin to fall from my eyes. "I'm Kayla." The girl smiles brightly at me and I nod weakly smiling back at her. I shouldn't be mad, she had no idea.

"J-Jade, I'm sorry!" Harry says gripping his hair in his hands. "No. You aren't." I say running upstairs as I hear Harry telling the girl to leave right now. I grab my duffle bag and stuff more of my clothes and things I had. "I'm sorry, Jade, please." Harry says apologizing and I shrug pulling the bag onto my shoulder.

"Harry, this," I say motioning between us. "This isn't going to work." I say crying as my bottom lip quivers, my voice cracking. "Yes it will! That girl was a mistake! I'm sorry, and I can't change that." Harry says with glossy eyes.

"You always say you're sorry! But you're not!" I say running down the stairs in a hurry. "Jade, please, please don't go, I love you!" Harry says crying. Shit, I hate when he cries, it makes me want to cry even more. "I-I don't care." I say walking into his garage and getting into the red Mini Cooper at the end.

I start the car and look at Harry one last time as I see him wipe his nose on his sleeve as he cries more. "Bye, Harry." I say tears streaming down my face. "Jade, I'm so sorry, don't go please." Harry says and I sigh shaking my head.

I open the garage door and drive out as I hear Harry pleading for me to come back, which made me only cry some more. "Shit," I say trying to control my tears, but they just kept coming.

What is so wrong with me that Harry had to cheat on me? I don't understand.

I drive all the way to my parents house, I made sure that there wasn't any tears on my face or a snotty nose. I get out of the car and grab my suitcase and my phone was blowing up with texts. I ignore them knowing it could only be Harry. I turn my phone off and step up onto the sidewalk to my parents home.

I knock on the door and I hear my dog bark making me smile. The door opens and I see my mom standing there with an apron on, that I bought her last Christmas. "Jade!" Mom gasps pulling me into a warm hug. "Mom." I say in a whisper as I hug her back, dropping my bags.

"Cassandra, who's at the door?" My dad asks walking into the foyer. He widens his eyes when he sees me standing here. "Jade!" He says walking over to hug me, and we do.

"Where's Michael?" I ask looking around. Mikey was my brother, who was seventeen, well just turned seventeen last month. "In his room, playing those video games." My mom says smiling at me. "Kay, I'll go surprise him." I giggle running upstairs and hearing music that was Green Day, I think.

I open the door quietly and see Michael playing a video game on his computer. I giggle walking in and placing my hands on his shoulders to scare him, which did. "Shit, Jade. You scared me." He laughed then hugged me. "I missed you, sort of." He says laughing and I roll my eyes playfully. "Yea, well I did like the peacefulness, but I did miss you." Michael says as we walk downstairs together.

"Mom, this looks delicious." I smile as we walk into the kitchen. "Thank you, sweetie." Mom says hugging me with one arm. "Is it ready?" Mikey asks and my mom shakes her head. "Not yet, only ten more minutes." Mom says smiling at Michael. (a/n: she calls Michael by his name and Mikey.)

We both groan causing my mom to laugh at us then shoo michael and I to the living room where my dad was watching a football game. "Hey kiddos." Dad says as we sit down, I on the sofa at the end. "How's Harry?" Dad asks eyeing me from where he sat.

"Uh, oh good." I smile nodding slowly, dad nods continuing to watch the game. I sigh leaning back in the couch not wanting to say anything about Harry and I breaking up.

We watch the game until mom calls us to come eat. We run into the kitchen like a pack of dogs, but I stop and thank mom before I get my food. "Oh, honey, you're welcome." She smiles and I smile back going to get my plate of food.

We all sat down in the dining room eating the steak, baked potato, and macaroni and cheese, which was amazing! "So, Jade, is Harry doing well?" My mom asks after taking a sip of sweet tea. "Yeah, he's good." I gulp then look down at my plate with tears in my eyes, shit.

"Why didn't he come?" My mom asks and I shrug. "Hun, what's wrong?" Mom asks quieter and I sigh looking back up wiping the fallen tears. "We broke up." I say smiling weakly and everyone looks at me. I shake my head, throw my napkin down, and run up to my old room.

I hide under the blankets crying my eyes out. "Harry, I love you," I cry into my pillow. "But I also hate you!" I sob more until I hear the door open. "Jade?" It was my mom. I felt the bed sink down a bit meaning she had sat down next to me.

"I know you're upset," she says in a whisper. "Do you want to talk about it?" She asks removing the blankets and I shake my head. "Do you want me to leave you alone?" She asks again. "No." I whisper and she nods laying down next to me and wrapping her arm around me.

God, I hate Harry, but I still love him, so much.

a/n: so...that happened.