Bipolar

Chapter 48

a/n: I'm sorry I haven't updated in forever!

Harry and I get to Boardwalk and I instantly smile ready to get on the rides and walk around with Harry. "Your fingers are sticky." Harry complains as I wrap my hands around his neck as I lean up to kiss him. "Sorry, I was eating cotton candy." I laugh. "I know, you practically begged me to get you some." He says and I playfully roll my eyes as I purse my lips. "Oh well." I smile and he takes my hand in his and begins to walk to the Ferris wheel. Hopefully the line isn't too long.

"So, you know, it's almost my birthday." I cheer and he nods looking down at me. "I know, July seventeenth." He states proudly and I nod smiling. "I'll be twenty." He smiles then kisses me. "I already bought you something, and I know you'll love it." He says and I honestly couldn't wait to see what he got me because he's like the best gift giver, ever. "Okay, we'll see." I say giggling. We finally got on a seat on the Ferris wheel after about ten minutes of waiting in a line that felt two billion miles long.

"It's so beautiful up here." I say in awe as I stare up at the stars. "I know." Harry smiles until the the Ferris wheel decides to come to a halt. What the hell? "Hey! What's going on?" I hear someone yell angrily behind us. "We're experiencing some difficulties, ladies and gentlemen. None of you are going to fall or anything, it's just the handle to keep the ride going, is stuck, we'll have you done soon." The man down on the ground controlling the Ferris wheel says and I huff, great.

"It's alright, just look at the sky." Harry whispers softly and I lean my head back on his shoulder and stare back up at the night sky.

"Ugh, how long are we going to be up here?" I groan in frustration. "What time is it?" I ask Harry and he checks his watch. "Almost ten." He sighs then runs a hand through his hair. We've been up here for an hour! Then, all of sudden it finally moves! "Oh thank god!" I yell as we get to the ground.

"Sorry for the inconvenience, all rides and games are free with this pass for this month." Whoa, that's awesome! "Thanks, man." I say taking the pass and slipping it into my purse.

"Can we just go home?" I ask Harry and he nods. We walk to our car and I wanted to tell Harry that I didn't want to have sex anymore, well for tonight I don't. I just have a headache and I want to sleep, so hopefully he doesn't get pissed. "Harry?" I mutter as I pick at the hem of my shirt. "Hm?" He says then licks his pink, plump lips. "I'm just gonna head to bed when we get home. I'm not feeling too good." I whisper and he stares at me with a snarl on his face. "What?! But Jade! You know we had planned this out!" He screeches and I gulp trying to come up with what to say. "I know, but I have a headache and I just want to go to sleep." I state and he ignores me for the rest of the ride home, obviously pissed off.

"Harry, don't be mad." I say as we get into the empty elevator. "I'm not." He shrugs like it was no big deal, but I could tell he wasn't happy about it. "Yes, you are. I'm sorry, we can have sex another time." I say the 's' word quietly as if they were others on the elevator with us. "What if I don't feel good?" He snaps and I widen my eyes as we get off.

"Then we won't-"

He slams the hotel door in my face and I sigh pulling at my hair. "Harry, let me in, please." I choke out about to cry. I hate when Harry gets mad at me. I feel like I'm a terrible person and that I've done something incredibly wrong. "Why? I don't want to." He says and I roll my eyes then bang on the door quietly not wanting to disturb others.

"Harry, please open the door." I say as tears start to fall. The door swung open and once he saw me his eyes softened immediately. "Baby, I-"

"No, just let me in so I can go to sleep." I say pushing past him and walking into the bathroom after grabbing my clothes. I change quickly into a shirt which had my old high school logo on it and some leggings, which were very comfortable. I pull my hair out of my face and go out and get into bed. "Jade, are you upset?" I hear Harry ask in a whisper as he lays next to me.

"No, shit." I say laying over to face the ceiling and so we could talk. "I'm sorry, I just was expecting us to have sex after you told me we were, but then all of a sudden you changed your mind and it just made me mad." He clears his throat quietly after speaking. "Okay, well, you need help, Harry. I'm not trying to be rude or anything, I'm being serious and I care about you and our relationship." I say taking his hand in mine and kissing it softly. "I care about you too, Jade. I'll get help, I promise. When we get back home I'll make an appointment with a therapist." He says and I smile then kiss him. "So, maybe we should have some sex?" I ask biting my lip then straddling him quickly. "Nah, I don't feel good." He says and I pout as I get off of him. "I'm kidding, did you really think I'd pass on having sex with you?" He smirks.

"Jade, wake up." I hear Harry say as he shakes my shoulders vigorously as I snore lightly. "What?" I mumble wiping the drool off my mouth then let out a powerful yawn. "Jordan, Beth, and Monica want to go get breakfast with you." He tells me and I sigh nodding then pull the pillow over my face.

"Why so damn early?" I whine as I see the time, 8:21. UGH! I jerk the covers off of me and get up going to the bathroom to take a shower. Once I was done - after singing and talking to myself as I if were a talk show host interviewing famous people - I got ready.

"Wow, very gorgeous." Harry says and I blush feeling like a tomato. "Thank you." I smile and lean up to kiss him, he lowers his head and lingers his lips on mine for at least thirty seconds then pulls away. "Have fun." He says and I nod as a knock on the door signaled the girls were waiting.

"Hey, ready to go?" Jordan asks me and I nod slipping my phone in my small, front pocket. "Okay. Let's go grab some breakfast." Beth says and we head out to some coffee shop place that made cool art on the coffee.

"California is so awesome, and I really don't want to leave." I laugh quietly, the girls agree. "Same, it's so pretty here. I even met a boy.." Monica blushes looking down at her mug she was holding, and we all pause. "What? Monica." I say nudging her shoulder with mine. "What? What's up with meeting a boy?" She asks picking at the ends of her dark hair. "Well, if he was just some boy, you wouldn't have mentioned him, and you're blushing." Beth states then takes a sip of her latte, we both got the same thing, and it was very good.

"Oh well." Monica shrugs and I smirk. "What's his name?" I ask her and she rolls her eyes then answers. "Cody." She whispers and I squeal. "Aww, that's such a cute name." I say and Monica pushes me slightly making us all laugh because she's so flustered with this. "Well it is.." I say and she sighs. "Guys, I really like him. Tonight I'm supposed be going over to his place for a while to play video games." She says and we all give her 'the look'.

"Yeah, okay." Jordan says and I nod. "Monica, we all know that you two are going to have sex. It's not like your a virgin." I say and she drops her jaw clearly shocked at what I said. "You don't know that, Jade." She says brushing the small strands of hair away from her face. "So, you are a virgin?" Beth asks curiously and we all stare at Monica which makes her huff in annoyance.

"Guys, I'm not a virgin. We will not have sex, or at least plan to, so if we do no big deal. Alright?" She says leaning back into her seat as she finishes. "Well, tell us everything when you get back." I smile and she nods with a roll of her bright blue eyes.

I turn the cold, metal doorknob to the hotel room and walk inside. The chilly, yet comforting air causes goosebumps to form on my slightly sun burned skin, the flaky dry pieces peeling off of my arms, gross. "Harry?" I call out as I swing my heavy purse onto the sleek, leather couch. "Yes?" I hear him say from the bathroom. "Nothing, I'm back." I yell as I look in the mini fridge, which was barely even cold. I grab a bottled water and look at the price, 3.39. Hell no! I quickly put it back then step away after slamming the small, weak door shut.

"I'm glad to hear." Harry happily says and I furrow my eyebrows then step closer to him. "Why are you so happy?" I ask with a slight awkward laugh at the end. "I don't know, I just love you." He says pressing his soft, cloud like, lips onto my cheek, which was also sun burned. "Well, I love you too." I say smiling from ear to ear like an idiot.

"I want to go get some frozen yogurt, don't you?" Harry asks with a concerned tone and I nod picking my maybe half a ton purse - that I really need to clean out - and pulling it over my shoulder. We leave the very expensive hotel and leave to hunt down some frozen yogurt.