Bipolar

Chapter 45

a/n: smut

I waited on the bed for Harry, who was taking forever, but finally I heard the door click open. "Sorry it took me so long, the vending machine wasn't working at first until - whoa." He says noticing me which makes me blush and smile at the same time. "Do you like it?" I ask nervously biting my lip and he smirks nodding. "Of course I do." He says sitting the bottle of coke on the table and kicking off his shoes.

"You lied about not getting lingerie." He says and I nod as he hovers over me. "I know, I wanted it to be a surprise." I tell him and he smirks then kisses me on the neck harshly, but not sloppy, he was perfect. He kisses my jawline, then finally my lips. His breath tasted like mint, it was literally amazing and I loved it.

"I'm sorry, but this is going to come off." Harry says nipping at my skin as he unclasps my bra. "O-okay." I stutter which causes Harry to let out a low chuckle and pull my bra off and onto the ground. Harry slides off his shirt in a hurry making me giggle. "C'mere," He says as he flicks his head towards the bed wanting me to lay down, and I do.

Harry hovers over me, his cross necklace dangling from his neck as he tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. He slowly traces his hands down my body before pulling down my panties and carelessly throwing them on the ground.

"You're so beautiful, Jade, you don't even know." Harry says kissing the valley between my breasts delicately making me blush intensely. "I'm going to start off slow, but tell me if you want me to go fast." He says and I nod as he pulls off his belt and Calvin Klein boxers. Seriously, how will he fit inside of me? "Okay." I say biting my lip nervously. Will it hurt? What if he gets stuck?! Can that happen? Oh my god, what am I doing?

"Jade, listen to me, don't be nervous. Yeah, it'll hurt, but it will eventually feel so good." He says looking me in the eyes and I nod quickly. "I'll be careful, I promise." He says then kisses me for about a minute before positioning himself.

He slowly enters me and I grab onto his shoulders, digging my nails into his skin. "Jade, you're hurting me." Harry says and I let go apologzing to him. "It's alright, does it hurt?" He asks and I nod as tears start to brim my eyes blurring Harry who was above me. "Don't go slow, well, yes go slow, please, but not extremely slow." I say as the tears fall. OH MY GOD, this is honestly the most physical pain I've ever been in.

"Okay, I'm gonna go a bit faster now." He says and I nod as he does. About a minute or two later, the pain was starting to fade away because of the pleasure kicking in. "Mm, Harry, go faster." I say and he listens to me and goes rougher and faster, but not too rough or fast, just perfect.

"Fuck." He moans and I kiss his lips knowing that he was getting pleasure from this too. My hair was sticking to my forehead now from sweat, and I could feel a knot tighten in the pit of my stomach. "Ah, fuck." I moan once more then finally release, Harry does the same, but into the condom he had put on right before.

"Oh my god." I smile while panting. I look over at him to see he was panting also and taking off the condom and throwing it away. "Whoa." I say jumping up and almost falling because I just had sex, oh my god. "Harry." I say with a huge smile on my face. "What?" He asks smiling back at me stupidly as if he were mocking me. "We just had sex!" I squeal making him laugh. "I know, baby." He says kissing my forehead making me smile and blush.

"Let's go to bed, alright?" He asks and I nod crawling back into bed with him and watching some weird show called The Big Bang Theory, and I kinda love it now.

"Rise and shine." I hear harry sing and I smile lazily rolling over on top of him. "Morning." I say into his tatted up chest, which was so warm and comfortable, and just yes. "Come on, Beth said we need to get ready for the beach." He says kissing my head and I smile up at him. "Yay. Now I can show you my new bikini." I say and he smirks showing how deep his left dimple was. Oh dead lord.