Bipolar

Chapter 6

[ Jade ]

The wedding was getting closer and closer, and so were Harry and I. We know a bit more about each other that we didn't know, for example, Harry really likes cats and so do I, so that's awesome.

"Jade, come here." Harry says as I watch New Girl on Harry's high definition flat screen..that was really cool. "Yeah?" I smile coming into the kitchen where he stood in front of the stove. "Try this." He says smirking as he holds a spoon with soup on it, I think. "It isn't poisoned..right?" I ask smiling at him. "I don't know, try it." He laughs and I roll my eyes taking a small bite. "Wow, that's really good, what is it?" I ask wiping my mouth with the back of my hand.

"Italian sausage and potato soup, it's really the only thing I can make." He laughs and I giggle along. "Is it ready?" I ask and he nods. I go to the cabinet and try to pull out a bowl but make it fall by accident and shatter into pieces. "Jade! What did you do?!" I heard harry yell at me and I jump accidentally cutting my hand on the broken glass.

"Look what you did now! You stupid bitch, now you have to go get a band-aid for your booboo." He says sardonically and I narrow my eyes at him as I get up and wipe my oozing blood on his white shirt that was coming from my thumb in the palm area.

"Why'd you do that for?!" He screamed deeply and I wanted to cry, but I can't. "You're being a dick!" I try to yell, but my voice cracks like three times. "Oh who cares?!" He yells back and I stalk away going to find my shoes. "Where are you going?" He asks a bit more quietly, but he's still loud. "Home, I don't want to stay here anymore." I huff and he rolls his eyes and walks back into the kitchen.

"Now I have to clean up your mess!" He hollers from the other room. "Good! I don't care!" I scream back making my throat ache and burn.

I slip on my shoes and grab my coat. I have to walk home again, just great! I pull my coat tighter to my body and walk out to go home where I can be alone to cry.

I get to my room, which is the basement, and plop down on my bed. "I hate you." I said talking about Harry. "But I also love you, and you don't know that part..." I sigh and close my eyes.

The next day David was sitting on the couch with that guy..but they were only playing video games, probably because Hanna was just in her room. "Hey guys." I sigh running my fingers through my thick, blonde hair. "Hey Jade." They say glancing at me. "..I never got your name." I say to the boy who was highly attractive, like David.

"Jacob." He answers and I nod slowly just before my phone buzzed in my pocket.

Harry - Can you come over ?

I sigh and text back instantly as I plop down on the the beanbag in the corner.

Don't want to.

I type aggressively and tap send. I scroll through my Twitter as I wait for Harry to reply back to my text message.

Harry - its an emergency !!!

It's a prank, he only wants to see me because he just adores me.

What is it?

I wait for a response by watching the guys play some video game with guns and blood..and just guy stuff, well girls could like it to, but not really me.

Harry - You'll see. Just hurry !!

Ugh. I get up and shove my feet into my black moccasins and yell at Hanna telling her I was using her car, again.

I get to Harry's house and the stupid paparazzi people followed me. There were also some already outside his house, which made me pissed. Why doesn't Harry just tell them to leave?

"Jade! Jade! Are you and Harry fighting?!" Someone yelled and I flipped them off before ringing the doorbell. It took a few seconds until he answered the door, thank god.

"Now what was your emergency?" I huff as he lets me inside his home. "Oh, I made that up. I just wanted you to come over." He smiles tightly straining his neck making me laugh. "Uh..okay, then." I say and he hugs me.

"Wha? What are you doing?" I say holding my arms out by my sides like an awkward penguin. "I miss you." He whispers and I furrow my eyebrows. "Harry, you okay?" I ask laughing lightly, but I was still serious. "Yeah, I'm perfect." He smirks and pulls me into the living room.

"So, the wedding is in two weeks, and it's in Hawaii." Harry speaks up as he rummages through DVDs. "What? Why?" I ask sitting up listening more cautiously. "Uh, because that's where they want it." He laughed looking at me like I was an idiot. "But that's so far away." I tell him and he nods, then shrugs.

"Where do you want our- your wedding?" He coughs awkwardly into his hand and I raise my eyebrows then answer his question. "Here." I shrug and he nods slowly. "Me too." He agrees slipping a dvd into the blu-ray player.

"Great, our wedding will be here then." I joke and he nods putting his hand on my thigh, what? This is the most.. risqué thing he has ever done to me.. so far, Other than changing me and telling me I have a nice body, which I really don't.

"Erm..so, what are we watching?" I ask turning the subject and slowly pull my knee away from his large, warm hand. Don't get me wrong, I would love for him to touch me, to do so many dirty things there ever was. I want him to just bend me over the- okay, okay, I need to stop now. What is getting into me?

"Jade? Did you hear me?" Harry asks waving his hand in front of my face and I jump back quickly thinking he was going to hit me or something. "Uh..what?" I ask and he chuckles lightly. "The Notebook," he started. I never thought he - out of everyone - would have that movie. "Is that alright?" He finishes and I nod quickly. "Y-yeah." I smile and he smirks back showing off his right dimple.

"I'm gonna go make some popcorn." Harry smiles and I nod as the previews come onto the television screen. I sigh thinking about Harry and just everything that he's done and what he hasn't done. Like be nice to me! No, he is sometimes.. "I'm back!" Harry exclaims plopping down on the empty, warm spot next to me where he sat just a few moments ago.

"So, how many women have you watched this movie with?" I ask and he shrugs. "Only two, but they were special." Harry smiles weakly looking at the television as I nod. "Have you ever had a boyfriend?" Harry asks me suddenly as I stuff a handful of popcorn into my mouth. "Three." I say but it was muffled by the amount of popcorn I had in my mouth.

"Who?" Harry asks stealing some popcorn from the large, teal bowl that sat in my lap. "Um..my most recent boyfriend was named Nick," I say remembering the day I came home to my parents house, since I was still in school, I had called Nick, but he never answered, so I went to his house and saw he was having sex with my best friend back then, it was the worst.

"When?" Harry asked not caring if he was talking about a touchy subject. "About a year ago." I say gulping and taking a handful of popcorn.

It was quiet the rest of the movie except for my cries near the end and stuff. Harry just had glossy eyes, but no tears fell.

"Well, I'm gonna go." I say standing up when the movie was over. "Oh, um... alright." Harry said smiling at me. I smile and hug him, his hands low on my waist almost touching my butt, but I didn't care. "See ya." I smile and leave him.