Bipolar

Chapter 22

It was only two days till Christmas and I was pumped af, like just yes. I mean, at night I cry myself to sleep because I miss Harry so freaking much, but in the day, I try to ignore the ache in my heart for him, God that sounded..pitiful. "Whatcha get me?" Michael asks as he rushes to my room as I wrap moms gifts.

"I ain't telling you!" I say pushing him out with a laugh. My phone buzzes from the bedside table, I slide my thumb over and put in my four digit passcode.

Harry: Jade, I'm sorry. Please forgive me, I really truly love you.

I roll my eyes putting my phone back down and continue to wrap the gifts, I ignore Harry's presents I got him and stuff them down in my duffle bag. "Jade, lunch is ready." My mom smiles and I nod gulping down the feeling to cry.

"Kay." I whisper then walk downstairs behind her. "Ooh, PB and J my fave!" I say laughing as I grab my plate with the sandwich on it. "I know." My mom smiles as I walk into the living room.

"Nope, I'm watching Teen Wolf, okay?" I say to Michael and he rolls his eyes shrugging as he eats his sandwich. "Where's dad?" I ask watching tv with Mikey. "Out buying groceries for once." My mom sighs plopping down next to me. "Hah." I laugh letting her have a bite of my sandwich.

"Mom, I love you." I smile and my mom smiles back so kindly. "I love you too, hun." She says and for some reason I thought of Harry because he said he loved me, but he never did. I sigh getting up to throw away my plate in the kitchen.

I could remember Harry getting mad for stupid things, I know he has a problem, but I still love and miss him after what he's done, maybe I'm just a stupid girl. I heard my mom gasp when she saw me and that's when I realized I was crying. "Jade, it's alright, come on." My mom says holding my hand pulling me upstairs.

My mom started fixing my bed up, my body pillow on the side of my bed, and the white blankets folded back perfectly. She turned on the tv and placed season one of teen wolf in the DVD player. After that, she lit a few candles and lit up the hanging Christmas lights on my wall then turned off the main light making me smile.

"There ya go." She smiles hugging me and kissing my forehead. "It'll get better.." She says and I shrug. "When?" I ask and my mom stays quiet. "Soon." She smiles walking out and I sigh changing into a pair of sweatpants and a random tee, then crawling into bed.

"Knock knock." I hear Michael say about an hour after I had got into bed. "Hi, Mikey." I say as he walks in with a plate of cookies. "Cookie?" He asks and I nod taking three because why not?

"I know how ya feel, I broke up with my girlfriend last month." Michael sighs sitting on the bed with me. "You had a girlfriend? Why didn't you tell me?" I ask quietly and he shrugs looking blankly at the floor. "I didn't want you or mom and dad to find out because..I'm not the one who gets the girls and stuff so I didn't want you guys to think I was in that shitty thing we call love." He sighs and I nod slowly.

"What was her name?" I ask and he smiles at me weakly. "Meghan." He says and I nod. "But God, I hate her now. She cheated on me for like three weeks until I finally found out. His name was Adam, ugh." Michael says with disgust and I giggle at how he said the guy's name.

"But you'll forget about Larry." He says and I laugh. "His name was Harry." I correct him and he shrugs. "Oops, I forgot," he laughs walking out and I sigh eating the cookies my mom always makes that are amazing!

It was about seven when I walked downstairs for dinner and I heard noises coming from outside. "Dad?" I whisper opening the door, but I saw Harry standing there instead.

a/n: this is short, but I wanted to leave you guessing, I guess.