Night

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I don't know what to put in this one omg. This chapter might be extra short though because I'm not really feeling good right now. Love you X

Phil's POV

Dan could tell I was upset,damn. I really didn't wanna get into whay was vithering me because I was happy now, well,getting happier now having the only thing that really mattered to me in life.

"Well Dan,I've sorta kept a secret from you,I should've told you five years ago,or at least when you moved in,but I didn't and I feel bad. Now that we're 'together' I wanna tell you,but I feel like you'd just walk away.",I started to cry and Dan just came and sat by me with his arms around me

"Tell me when your ready Phil,I'm not gonna make you do something you don't wanna do",he kissed my cheek and I nuzzled into him, " for now let's just get some sleep okay?" I looked up at him tears in my eyes,for a moment I thought he had tears in his eyes,I think he did.

For a few minutes we just sat there staring into each others eyes holding hands,it made me feel so better. I laid down with Dan,I held him in my arms and stroked his hair and kissed his forehead enjoying the fact that he was mine now and I could do this whenever.

~About an hour later~

I couldn't sleep,I didn't wanna make Dan,but I was gonna see if he was awake."Uh Dan,are you awake?", I said sofly, " Yeah,why,what's wrong?", "I um,I,never mind. Goodnight Dan."

I wanted to say I love you, but I didn't,I didn't wanna move to fast and ruin things although it seems like I've loved him for five years,but just now realized how much I loved him.

"Goodnight.", Dan said back and leaned up to kiss me. I was gonna tell Dan my secret tomorrow, but I don't exactly know how to. I didn't really wanna think about it so I tried to get some sleep,grabbing and holding Dan in my arms just a bit tighter.

~I woke up again and it was four in the morning,Dan was asleep next to me. I stares at him for a bit before getting up to go to the bathroom. I was thinking about how much detail I was gonna put into telling Dan tomorrow,I didn't wanna worry him, just then I heard a knock in the door.

" Phil,are you okay in there?", "Yeah,I'm fine. I'll be out in a minute.",I replied. I got up and splashed some water on my face and opened the door.

Dan smiled at me and I pulled him into a hug,a strong hug. " Are you sure your okay?", he asked again, "I'm sure,I'm sorry for waking you. Let's get back to sleep,we can talk tomorrow." We kissed and went back to sleep in each others arms.

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