kpop imagines • gxg

have a little faith ; s.hj + p.cw

son hyejoo + park chaewon ; loona

wc - 1.8k

requested - bonk my first polyamory relationship :O

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It was a tipping edge. You were barely holding onto this mountain and your grip was slipping. Or you just wanted to let go already. 

You had been blessed with the two people who loved you. They were even artists who had their whole lives on the line, but they had chosen to have this relationship with you. Their members called you the perfect trio and you are. Can you say 'you were' or is that too soon?

Honestly, you don't know whether to believe what Haseul and Kahei had said anymore. Trust was the foundation of you and your partners, but you are too afraid to check for cracks. If you do it would mean it's true.

So this is where you sit. In a limbo of hell and heaven where you don't know what's real anymore. You can even see it in their eyes. This feeling you couldn't describe nor understand, but it felt like it was pushing you farther and farther away. Their actions spoke even louder.

Hyejoo and Chaewon were made for each other. Soulmates would be the right name. But then there was you. What were you? It was even obvious to fans that they have a special relation, but of course, they could say nothing. 

The beginning was absolutely perfect. It was butterflies and daisies. Ice cream on cloud nine. Rollercoasters that make your stomach jump in the great adrenaline-filling way. It was bliss for as long as you could say.

Hyejoo was the first to like you. You were a part-timer at a convenience store near their dorm and she may or may not have visited more often just because you were pretty. It confused her. How could she like you? She had Chaewon. Loving, fun, her other half Chaewon. When she was definitely sure her feelings for her girlfriend weren't going anywhere was when it all came crashing down. She liked the two of you.

She started inviting Chaewon on her late-night adventures to the 24-hour corner store, Hyejoo of course did not tell her the reason. Whatever her feelings were, it was all too hard to sort out without figuring out how the older felt. It was weird to say she was happy when she saw her girlfriend visibly trip up when paying for their snacks.

Chaewon was the one who asked you out. There was a bubbling feeling tingling at your fingertips when you hesitantly said yes. You were completely new to these types of relationships, but your attraction annulled it all. Like said before, it was paradise. You grew to love them and they grew to love you. Truly.

You don't know how it happened. You guessed it started gradually. Loona was growing in popularity by the minute and you were so proud of them. The work was hard, but their efforts really showed off with the only increasing love from their fans. A new comeback coming up only meant less time together though. Just for you.

Like before you understood, this was their life's work. Their dream. You of course had one too, but it was only a ripple in the great big ocean of others. That's why most of your time when they were working you spent your time sweeping every inch of that store. Just hoping that every dime you saved would someday help your dream flourish. What you didn't expect was for sweeping to become more often than you hoped.

Dates were canceled. Hangouts were postponed. Calls were declined. You tried and tried to understand, but would it hurt for a text every once in a while. For them, even you, just to visit. You love each other after all, right?

The light at the end of the tunnel was only growing dimmer. You could see their affection for each other. On-stage, off-stage, you see it on your very screen and outside the glossy windows of the convenience store. They walk by laughing together and you continue to scrub the stain on the grimy counters.