Succubus ✔(Bucky Barnes X OC X Steve Rogers) AU

Chapter 14

SMUT WARNING!!!

Thor had carried me home again as he flew. This time I stayed awake. Thor had warned me that Loki was back at the tower. He had apparently taken a beating from Thor and they had a heart to heart. I was jealous of that. But my emotions were tamed. I felt content. Hungry. But content. Apparently pulsing blue mist was like throwing up after eating normal food. Oddly it even left an aftertaste.

We landed on the roof like we did the time I was awake for. Thor steadied me as we went to the elevator. Bucky and Steve rode their bikes, so they would be a minute before they got back. I don't remember much of how I even got to the beach. The last thing I remembered was Thor bringing me back after my breakdown to Loki, and I blacked out for a lot of that. I don't know how I was going to face Loki. Steve told me I should do what I did to him. Show him and let him feel everything I did. But if I'm being honest, I didn't even know I could do that let alone how I did it. But it was worth a shot. Bucky wants to be there for it. Apparently he wants to see Loki suffer, something about being aggressive towards him when he had come back to the tower.

I wasn't waiting for them though. As soon as I saw Loki in the hall, I gave him a look to follow me. I had a nauseous feeling being around him. He looked so guilty. But I needed to look past that. I love my brother, both of them. Their idiots most of the time, but I look up to them, always have. We went to my room, where I closed and locked my door.

"Frey..." Loki tried, I held my hand up to him.

"No. You don't get to apologize for something you don't even understand. That's not fair." I held some authority to my voice. I was upset. How can you apologize when you don't even know the whole story? He doesn't know what happened. How I felt. But I was going to show him. My eyes lite up blue, he showed a little fear, not knowing what I was doing. "It's okay, I can't say it won't hurt. But I want you to understand." I held my hand to him, he looked at it curiously. "Do you trust me, Brother?" He snapped his eyes to mine, his eyes held the brotherly love I had missed. He reached out and grabbed my hand, closing his around mine. My hand lite up, but he just held on tighter.

The images flashed by our eyes, almost like a movie. Reliving it was painful, but I was getting to the point where it was numbed. Loki gasped, groaned, and at the end, he was panting. Dropping my hand he feel to his knees, his hands to his mouth, tears spilling out of his eyes. I stood there, observing his reactions. He looked up to me, tears flooding his face, which doesn't happen often, his hands still clasped over his mouth, like he was afraid of making a sound.

He stood up, trying to restablize his emotions. "Yo-you saved me. Not just me. You saved us all. Odin, Mother, Thor....Me..." He took a step towards me. "And in return, I took the one good thing you had left..." He hesitantly reached his hand out to me making me flinch slightly, he pulled back. "I am, Sincerely, sorry. I am so sorry. Freyja, could you ever forgive me? I understand if you never want to see me again. I would do the same, but Freyja I am so, so sor-" He was cut off by me hugging him. Resting my head on his chest as I hugged him tightly. His arms hesitated to hug back, but he did. He pulled me tighter to him.

"I love you, Loki. You are an idiot, but you are my brother. Through and through." I whispered to his chest.

"I love you Freyja. Thank you so much for accepting my pathetic apology." Loki spoke into my hair.

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After my little sibling reunion, I was hungry. Really hungry. I stepped out of my room, Loki had already left to his room or something. I didn't know who was in the tower right now. But I knew who I wanted. My eyes flashed blue with hunger, my skin a bit more drained looking. I knocked on the door I made it to. It wasn't a far walk. The door opened and allowed me to enter. I quickly closed the door behind me and locked it.