A heart so heavy it could be made of stone
Please tell me what to do so I can atone
For all the things I haven't done yet
For all the wrongs that I will set
I'm stuck in this tomb
As you lick at my wound
We'll shake the dead until they wake up
What I've learned from suffering
Tried to spin it to gold
Dastardly wishes, foreclosed and then sold
The threads kept on snapping
While you kept on clapping
Would you shoulder these sins for me?
Spinning and twirling, I'm out on a limb
No matter what, I can never win
So all that I've learned
Nothing is as it seems
All shattered fragments
Crushed up broken dreams
Strapped to my regret
I think we are set
Let's double down on this here bet
So maybe on the rainy days
You and me can part our ways
There is no cure for what I have
Trust me I've tried to find the stave
Crosses burn and leave me in sin
My heart isn't heavy, made from tin
Don't worry, I'm just slowing losing control
Don't worry, I never really paid the toll
So I'll strap you down, act as though I care
When all that I want is to lick your chair
That's electric
My emotions are eclectic
Not looking to be saved
Long ago I caved
Not looking for pity
There's just a spring deep down in this levy
And maybe I'll plug it
Or maybe I won't
Not once have you begged at me, don't
And maybe I'll drown
Finally finding my lown
Happily sinking into the down
Maybe one more day will bring me something I need
Maybe one more day so I can sow my seed
Maybe one more day to bring me something I'm not
Sitting alone, I'll be king of this cot
Maybe one more day, an attempt to fix me
Maybe one more day, you can still trick me

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The Void Between Stars: Book 4 Of The Orion Series
General FictionA Story Of Orion's Second Rehab Stint And His Personal Growth ~Photo via shutterstock.com, Item I.D. 153255017~ **PLEASE READ THE FIRST CHAPTER FOR FULL DISCLOSURE CONTENT AND TRIGGER WARNINGS!!!** **This CANNOT be read as a stand-alone book**