MiChaeng - One Shots

Only Me

I don't know how to where to start, the moment I laid my eyes on you, I knew, I knew that without even doing or saying something, I fell. Yes, you read it right, I fell for you, and maybe yes or maybe no, you know it too.

I really thought that we will make a great couple, you know, how good our chemistry is, how good we look together and how people suspects us that we're lovers.

I never knew that I'll fall for someone like you, and I never planned to do so, but I guess this is what real love is. It doesn't have any explanation, any reason, It just happend naturally.

You always make me feel complete, you always send chills to my spine, you make me happy without even trying and I am somehow contented knowing that I have you.

The reason that I really like being with you is because I can always express my own true feelings, with you, I am always confident, you wanna know why? Because you never failed to comfort me, to tell me that I am the best, that everything will be alright, that I can do it. You were always there for me no matter what.

I really want to thank you for being there, for being my strenght, my weakness, my light and my happiness. You never know how much joy you brought in my life when you came to me and words can never express how greatful I am to have you by my side.

I really love you.

I am willing to spend my whole life with you.

Just you.

Because I know and I feel that you love me too.

But I am wrong....

Very wrong....

All along it was just me

And there was never you

You suddenly appeared with a man who I didn't expect to be.

It's not that I am judging him, nor you.

But I didn't expect this,

I was about to ask if he is your Uncle or what.

But what you said made my whole life shatter.

He is not just someone who you get along with

But someone who you will spend your whole life with.

I never thought

Or I just didn't want to to think about it?

What pains me the most is seeing that ring

Why?

Why does it have to be like this?

Am I right that all this time it's just only me? Ofcourse yes.

And you introducing that man to us as your other half answers my question.

This one-shot really has a meaning, not about them but me. I know I can never say my rant about something because I have no rights, so I'll just do it this way.

I posted something about me having a problem with my thinking, and to be honest a certain thing is shaking my faith in them. Maybe if you want, you can talk to me and help me remove this fucking idea. It's hurting me like hell, really.

Sorry for the grammatical error.
Lovelots😘♥️