this is a rewrite of my story "want"
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"i want you and you want me, so what's the harm, babygirl?"
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meet billie eilish; the "top dog" of franklin high. she's easily one of the most intimida...
"holy fuck, this feels so good!" billie grinned as she opened and closed her hand. "thanks, doc!"
"no problem." dr. khan smiled.
today was the day that billie could finally take her cast and her boot off. she was clearly excited about it. hell, i was excited for her too.
"you're good to go now," he told her. "now, i don't wanna see you back in here. stay safe."
"thank you!" she told him again as we walked out of the room.
she held my hand with her right hand, the one that was in the cast. when we reached her car, she excitedly came around to open the passenger door for me. she thengot into the driver's seat.
"dude, i actually get to drive again!" she grinned. "this is the best day of my life!"
i laughed softly at that.
she then backed out of the parking lot. she reached her hand over to place it on my thigh and grip it a bit, clearly excited about being able to do that.
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"addy, baby, i swear i didn't mean it!"
"you say that every time and then you go and do it again! what makes this time any different?" i asked as tears streamed down my face.
"baby, i said i'm sorry. please, forgive me." she pleaded as she reached for my hand.
i jerked away. "no, maddy. we're done. i c-cant do this anymore."
"no, we're not. you can't break up with me!"
"yes, i can."
she shook her head. "i'll fucking— i'll slit my wrists. do you really want that?"
i shot awake and let out a shaky sigh of relief when i realized that it was just a dream. i took a few deep breaths in and let them out slowly.
i turned on my side to see billie laying there, sleeping peacefully. i cuddled up next to her. i felt safe with her.
like she said, as long as she's here, no one can hurt me.
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friday, february 5th
"baby, i don't feel so good," billie complained as she clutched her stomach. "i feel like i'm going to throw up or some shit."