The Affair [DISCONTINUED]

Carla Jeager ~8~

Eren woke up in a daze when he opened his eyes. The second he sat up his head started aching and found himself completely out of it.

"What even happened..."

When his eyes finally focused he saw something yellow stuck on his forehead, he grabbed the yellow sticky note that was left on his forehead and read the writing that was on it.

'I left some painkillers on the table, you owe me brat'

Eren read the note to himself coming to a conclusion.

'Brat, oh yeah I know who wrote this'

Eren rubbed the side of his head and made his way out of bed stretching a bit before grabbing the painkillers. Eren quickly swallowed it down with some water, he's definitely going to thank Levi later for the meds.

A wave of shock overcame Eren as the realization hit him. How and when did Levi bring him to his room without getting caught by his parents. That's when he remembered that he used the ladder as always to get back up to his room.

Eren quickly ran over to his window seeing that the ladder was now gone and placed against the side of the house. Eren let a sigh of relief knowing that he was probably in the clear, the only major problem was that he still reeked of alcohol and strawberry vanilla which probably came from Levi.

Just when he was relieved another wave of shock and a mix with horror overcame him.

What if when he was drunk he touched Levi inappropriately. Just the thought of it made him want to jump off a cliff and die, he would never ever even consider touching Levi without his consent. That's what he's been taught by his mother since he was a child, if you ever do anything to an Omega without their consent your a monster that'll rot in hell.

Sure he's done a few things without Levi's consent without asking but those were just tiny things, and sure he might of let his instincts take over but that wasn't his fault. But touching Levi inappropriately on purpose was a line he didn't want to ever cross.

Just when things couldn't get worse the wave of shock and horror officially consumed him into a deep dark hole.

What if they went all they way. Sure Levi is strong but if his scent had overpowered him then it would force him to submit, forcing an Omega to submit is a crime it went against all of his morals.

This was the first time Eren had ever faced such despair, at this moment he felt like his world was crashing apart.

"My life is over... That's it I'm going to hell..."

Eren was sunken to the floor on his hands and knees, his aura screamed depression and sorrow.

"God please forgive me for my actions..."

He had never prayed before but if there was a God out there he hopes they hear his prayers and forgive him or give him some sort of sign that he didn't do anything to Levi. If someone welded a sword to his nape he wouldn't fight back and would accept defeat.

Life was over, there was no point in living if he had ever done anything to hurt Levi.

"Eren are you awake- What are you doing on the floor dear?" He had barely noticed that his mother had walked in but that didn't stop him from sulking.

"I'm going to hell..."

"What!? Eren what did you do this time!"

Carla quickly ran over to him and shaked the living hell out of him till he was seeing stars. But even that didn't fazed Eren in the slightest, he still continued to look dead inside. The Beta's face scrunched up when she took a deep breath, just to be sure that she wasn't smelling wrong she smelled him one more time.