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XXVIII

Harry did what he always did whenever he felt lost and didn't know what to do.
The way back to his little childhood town was relaxing and brought back all the good memories,when things were easier.Back then when the only problem he had was falling from his bike and hurting his knee.
Growing up was hard but Harry always had people around him who loved and helped him whenever he needed it. Still he missed his childhood.

When Harry arrived at the little cottage ,Remus and Sirius still lived in,everything seemed so easy again. As he walked through the front door he could see Remus and Sirius laughing and dancing to an old David Bowie song playing from their recordplayer.
That was the moment Harry felt at home again. Seeing his Moony and Padfoot happy together brought back all the moments he felt truly happy and there was nothing he loved more than his family.

When the song stopped Remus noticed Harry standing in the door frame.

"What are you doing here?",he asked with a big smile and immediately went to give him a hug.

Sirius looked confused but his face promptly lit up when he saw his godson. The three hugged for a while,which was what Harry needed;spending time with his family. Of course Ron and Hermione as well as the others were family too but being with Moony and Padfoot,the two people that made sure he had the best childhood and did whatever they could to make his life a good one, was somthing else.

"So what are you doing here?",Remus asked again when they were in the kitchen baking chocolate cake."Don't get me wrong I'm happy to see you but normally you tell us before you come and visit us."

"Well..yeah...I kind of fucked up",Harry said slowly.Remus raised his eyebrow but kept quiet.

"So,you know,there is this boy and we are really good friends...or were.We met a few month ago,since then we became pretty close friends. He helped me a lot through the break up and well...", He went quite,realising how much he missed Draco. He missed his bad jokes,his adorable laugh,the way his eyes brightend when he smiled and he missed his voice,which calmed Harry whenever he had a breakdown.

Remus quikly put the cake in the oven and hugged Harry. That was when the tears started falling. Suddenly Harry felt all the things that happend crashing down on him. Remus held him until he stopped crying. You could clearly see a wave of sadness on his face because he could guess in which direction this story would go. And he knew how hard it could get for two people to realise they're in love.
Sirius and his relationship was once at the same point;both boys in love with eachother but neither wanted to ruin years of friendship. Today Remus was glad they decided to go through all of this together as a couple. He didn't wan't to imagine a life without Sirius by his side.

"It's Ok. Take your time. I know this isn't easy for you",he said said,smiling softly.

Harry took a shaky breath before continuing to talk.

"Two weeks ago we spend the evening at mine watching a movie and suddenly I had the urge to kiss him and of course,stupid me had to ask him...and yeah... then we kissed but I freaked out...since then we haven't really talked or texted..." His voice was still a little scratchy from crying and his eyes were filled with tears again.

"Oh Harry",Remus said with a little smile," I know this seemes like the most complicated situation but the solution to all of this is comunication. You have to talk with him and sort your feelings out because...if you ask me,it's clear that both of you feel a little more than just friendship for eachother."

"He's right",called Sirius voice from the kitchen door,"You two need to talk to eachother. Don't be afraid of letting yourself like him in a way like this.I know that loving someone can be so so frightening and it will always be.But as long as you have people by your side that will help you through this,everything will turn out just fine. Love is a mystrery. A beautiful and scary one."