The Wrong Party

Us? Adults?

"Did you eat or drink anything today?" She didn't answer, she just shook her head "I'm going to go get you some water, some Tylenol, and something small to eat. Doing this isn't going to fix anything"

"I know" she mumbled and rubbed her face again, I stood up and kissed her forehead before walking into her kitchen

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Me: don't say anything, to anyone, please. I need you guys, not today, but in the next few weeks/months I'm probably going to be a fucking wreck. 
Me: Reina is pregnant. Neither one of us wanted this to happen, and we're both angry and in shock. She's keeping it, and we will co-parent. But that's our only plan so far as we just found out. 

I poured her a glass of ice water and made her a Nutella and peanut butter sandwich with the crusts cut off like she likes, I grabbed the Tylenol and went back to her bedroom where she was crying again in her hands. I sat next to her on the bed and held up the glass "here gorgeous, drink this and take these" she nodded and took the Tylenol, she drank the whole glass of water and stuck it on the end table 

"I'm scared" 

"I know, I am too" I nodded and picked up a half of the sandwich "here eat this for me?" 

"What are we going to do?"

"For now? Eat this and relax" 

"It's not that eas-"

"I know, but baby, listen to me. There isn't a single thing we can do right this very second that is going to fix anything, solve our problems, or answer our questions. We can't control what happens, we can only control how we react. And right now, we can react by eating, cuddling, sleeping, talking, whatever we want okay?" 

She nodded and took a bite of the sandwich "I'm sorry" she mumbled as she chewed 

"For?"

"Everything" she shook her head

"You can't do that" I shook my head "it takes two people to make a baby. You can't apologize to me for something we both did" 

"Okay" she lowered her head and took another bite of the sandwich, we sat in silence while she ate and when she was done I took the dishes to the sink and checked my phone

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Jin: well, shit. 
Jimin: 😳😳 
Kook: does that mean you two are official now?
Tae: who's the father? 
Jimin: obviously he is, you dick hole what the fuck kind of question is that?
Hobi: seriously Taehyung 🙄 
Tae: sorry! I just wanted to make sure! 
Jin: and kook, having a baby doesn't mean they have to get together 
Kook: I know, but they both obviously love each other. They should just bite the fucking bullet 
Jimin: now isn't the time for that. He needs our support while they figure out the baby thing first 🙄 
Me: yes, I'm the father. Obviously. And no, we aren't together. I tried that, she shot me down and said pregnancy isn't a reason to be in a relationship, she's right, so I didn't confess that I have actual feelings for her. I'll deal with that at a later date. Maybe. 
Tae: what do you mean, obviously? She could have fucked someone else. 
Me: she hasn't. I know she hasn't. We spend 24/7 together practically, and if she had, she would have told me. 
Hobi: I'd still ask
Me: are you kidding me? I'd sound like the biggest fucking asshole in the world. She's my best friend no matter what, I love her no matter what, and I trust her no matter what. I'm not asking her something as insensitive as that. 

"Are you okay?" She asked softly as she walked into the kitchen

"I'm okay" I nodded "just texting the guys about everything" 

She nodded "what did they say?"

"Not much really. Just letting me know that they're there if we need them" 

"That's nice of them" she sniffled 

I pursed my lips and nodded before sliding my phone into my pocket "Are you okay?"

"I feel a little better" she nodded "I need to apologize for what I said earlier. I know you won't leave me to deal with this on my own. I never meant to imply that you'd abandon our child. I was just scared and panicked, I know you never thought about having kids, and I took that away from you" 

I went to open my mouth to speak but she put her hand on my arm and stopped me "I know that isn't the case. I know that it was both of us. I wasn't thinking properly when everything happened. Despite everything that's about to change, I hope our relationship doesn’t. You're my best friend" her eyes watered "I love you Yoongs, I love spending everyday with you, but I also know I'm going to be a hormonal wreck, and I don't want to be a cunt because of that" 

"I understand" I nodded "I don't plan on our friendship taking a blow because of this. We just need to continue being as close and as open as what we are with each other, and handle it as the adults we should be" 

She snorted with a chuckle making me smile "us? Adults?" She rolled her eyes making me laugh 

"I know" I shook my head "We do like, the bare minimum of adulting" 

"Big facts" she giggled and smiled softly "we're going to be okay right?"

"We are" I pulled her into a hug and kissed her lips before holding her head to my chest and giving her a tight comforting hug as she squeezed me tight. 

Maybe it won't be so bad? 

I mean, if I have to have a kid with anyone, I'm glad it's Reina. 

We laid in her bed together cuddling under the blankets and watched TV 

"What made you get tested?"

"My typical gyno exam, std screening, pap smear, the usual. And when my blood work came in it came back pregnant" 

I nodded and ran my fingers through her hair as she rested her head on my chest "and the std screening?"

She scoffed and playfully slapped my stomach "you asshole" she giggled making me laugh

"Just making sure!" 

"I'm clean, and as long as you haven't been with anyone else I'd say you're clean too" 

"I haven't" I shook my head 

"I know" she smiled "I trust you" 

"You better, or we're gonna have a hell of a time raising a baby together" I snorted 

"Too soon Yoongs. Too soon" she sighed making me chuckle 

"I know, I'm sorry. If it makes you feel any better though, I'm happy it's with you and not someone else" 

"In an odd way, I understand that" she nodded 

"Guess what?"

"Hmm?"

"Now we really don't need to use condoms, or pull out" I smiled 

"You are such an ass!!" She yelled with a laugh as she smacked my chest and sat up making me laugh harder as she beat me with a pillow 

"It got you to laugh!" I grabbed the pillow and pulled her back down to my chest 

"You're so fucking lucky I love you"

"I know" I smiled as I kissed the top of her head "I love you too gorgeous" 

"You fucking better" she scoffed with a giggle 

"Want pizza?"

"No, I want Chinese" 

"That works. Let me up, I'll go get my card and order. The usual?"

"Yes please" she sat up so I could get off the bed, and walk out to the living room