The Wrong Party

Faith

"Can I come in?" Chelsea asked as she opened the door to my office, I nodded and put my pen down. 

"What's up?"

"You called out for two days, that isn't like you so I was just wondering if everything was okay?" 

"Fine" I nodded, she walked towards my desk and sat down on it crossing her legs and looking at me over her shoulder 

"I know what happened the other night wasn't exactly professional, but if you ever want to do i-"

"No" 

"Bu-"

"You can leave. Please" 

"What happened?"

"A mistake. A regret that I'll live with the rest of my life and I'd appreciate it if said mistake left my office" 

"Look, I know you love her, but I have no problem doing what she clearly fucking won't"

"And I have no problem quitting, if you don't want to lose your top employee, I suggest you leave and leave me the hell alone. Reina is gone, she isn't coming back, and it's because I fucked up and had meaningless sex with you. It shouldn't have ever happened, and will never happen again. Understood?" 

"She left you?"

"Did I stutter? Leave" 

"Yoon-"

"I quit. Fuck this" I stood up and grabbed my shit as quick as I could, ignoring whatever bullshit was coming out of her mouth and stormed out of the office. I should have known I wouldn't be able to work here after what happened. I should have known that I'd be too angry, hurt, and upset to even be at work in the first place. 

I got out to my car and drove home, when I pulled into the driveway of my empty house, the dam finally broke as I sobbed into my steering wheel. 

I quit my job knowing that I have three other people to take care of. 

I'm coming home to an empty house no longer filled with the sounds of my children, no longer filled with Reina. 

What is even the point? 

Me: what do I do? I quit my job
Jin: you did WHAT 
Me: I know, but Chelsea wouldn't leave me alone and I'm so fucking drained and upset and I can't.. Jin I'm freaking out
Jin: relax. Breathe. Have you talked to Reina yet?
Me: you're the first to know
Jin: you need to tell her
Me: I will. But can we focus on me for a second? Please? I'm falling apart at the fucking seams 

I jumped when someone tapped on the window of my car only to be greeted by Kookie, I opened my door

"Hey kook"

"You look like shit"

"I feel like shit"

"What happened?"

"I guess it's only a matter of time before everyone fucking knows. Come in, we'll talk" 

"Wow" he just stared at the floor in complete shock before looking around the house noticing the different things that were gone "so now what?"

"Now, I give her space. And find a new job. I can't let her down again, and me being jobless doesn't help any of us" 

"And, she's at Tae's with the babies?" I nodded "Wow, yoongs.. I.. I don't even know what to say" 

"There's nothing you can say" I shrugged 

"You need to tell her" 

"I will" I nodded as I sipped my coffee