My lion, My llama (:Phan:)

Five

Phils POV

      I lay my head on Dans lap. I'm exhausted from being sad. so is he it seems.

"wanna play sonic till we fall asleep, it may cheer me up."

"I don't know Phil, I'm not in the mood... lets just watch some Netflix"

I grunt. showing him that i don't care. i just want to fall asleep right here. right on Dans lap. It feels like a cloud, its actually very comfortable. I hear noises coming from the TV but i cant make them out to full words because the sound is turned down, doesn't matter I'm tired. My eyes are glued shut.

I drift off into the clouds, Dans clouds. what. i think weird when I'm sleepy. Dans comfortable fluffy legs.

deep. sleep.

2 weeks later

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Phils Dream

I've got to save the flower queen from the space octopus. The octopus is the most fear full creature in all of exlamia. The land of afterlife. Me, Phil Lester died in a tornado. Now I'm a knight for The queen. "All hail queen Delia, Her majesty is my honor to speak too."

Queen smith IV

Such an amazing name. I fight off the evil octopus from the sky. Making Delia fall in love with me. I saved the Queen.

"Phil. Queen Delia will take you now"

Her maid takes me from the lounge, And walks me into Her throne room. As embarrassing as it was. My hands got super super clamy. I'm just a knight after all, just a octopus fighting man in armour.

"Phil. The one knight that could save me."

I give her a smile.

"Unlike the other idiots out there. Dan, Pj."

I break the smile, What was she talking about? the other knights are my friends.

"They cant even kill a couple of evil space octopuses"

She starts to shake me. Octopus blood falling from every hole in my armour. just as if my body turned to it.

I feel her shaking me. not stopping

"Phil,Phil,Phil,Phil"

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"Phil? Wake up! Pj called me!"

What!? what!!!!!!!!? the feeling of excitement and fear hits me the moment i hear the words come out of dans mouth. Is Chris OK? Is something wrong, or is everything OK?! i feel as exited as a kid on Christmas morning and as scared as dan watching insidious at the same time. quite an odd feeling really."what did he say?" I answer with my tired morning voice. "read it for yourself!" Dan shoves his phone in my face, telling me to take it. you don't have to tell me twice. Hi Dan, I'm guessing Phils phone is dead but Chris wanted him to know as soon as possible. the antibiotics went perfectly and he will be out of the hospital in a week. you can see us here next Tuesday, wanna go out to eat? "Tell him yes! Tell him yes!" I order Dan. I'm so happy! My love is OK! Chris the one i couldn't stop loving for 10000 pounds. Survived Cancer. I've never had a smile bigger then the one i have now, i Probably look like a cartoon character to Dan.

Dan continues typing on his phone answering to Pjs text. "wanna go see him now?" Dan asks me, as if that's even a question.

 -o-

Hopefully this time the doctor wont be a bitch the whole time. telling me to leave pfft. but i have a good feeling about this time. I'm in a good mood and I'm calm, happy that Chris is at least slightly better. I know its been weeks but. Cancer really broke me, even though it wasn't even me that had it.

 I'm on the lift, with my two best friends Pj and Dan. going up to see my boyfriend that no one knows about. not Pj not Dan, they don't even know I'm gay. I have no idea how to tell them... but its gonna happen soon. i can feel it.
 The lift door opens, We walk down to Chris' room 19B.

"Chris!" i scream after the door was opened. running towards him. "Hey! Buddy!" he jokes. We share a slight giggle after. Tears of happiness run down both of our faces. Chris looks so different. His hair, is almost all gone. He has a bit of extra weight. He looks sad when I'm not talking to him. We all talk to him. Talking about how it was. how much it was amazing to think alone for two weeks straight, how awful it was to think for two weeks straight.

"Phil, can i umm... talk to you alone for a bit?"

"umm Yea! sure"

What the hell is going on? i think to myself as everyone in the room apart from Chris and I leave the room.

Is Chris OK?