My lion, My llama (:Phan:)

Sixteen

Phils POV

"Dan" I throw the soft crimson blanket off me. Its not time to cuddle with a sheet of fabric... or touch anything.

Fear.

That's why. and that's the only reason.

My thoughts drift off my head like branches on a tree. swaying as I make my way through the flat. The first place I check is where ever my feet took me. Which is the Kitchen.

"Dan?" I ask.

"Oh, Dang it" He snapped when I found his amazing face behind the clear door.

"I wanted to scare you." He giggled his words out like it was nothing.

"Sorry, but the smell of pancakes doesn't terrify me"

"Are you sure you don't have cibophobia because you sounded pretty scared to me" He laughed as he flipped another pancake.

Hes so cute, My arms wrap around him from behind and my weight go's to one foot to another, causing us to sway back and forth.

 "Pj told me he needed your help with a new video, ill edit my video so I can post it tonight while your out ok?"

Pj always needs help on short films and videos, Im so happy to help. hes the most creative guy out there. I cant see how he could do it.

"mmm Okay. Ill miss you" I let him go and leaned on the counter.

"Don't leave now you twat" He flipped another pancake.

"Im not. I have to eat first" I answer as I grab a pancake and golden syrup.

I take a bite even though im not sitting. Im hungry and Pj wants me there on time most likely.

-o-

"Im off, Ill see you tonight" I waved by to Dan.

"Ok, Text me when your on the way home"

"I will Dan"

I headed out the door and to the train station. The words on the wall is still there. and it makes me smile. it reminds me that im actually with the one I love the most. Which most people dont end up dating their crush. Im so lucky to have him. The train creeps in fast. making my head dizzy. Until it stops. Im one step closer to getting to Pjs house, until I remember that I have to tell him about me and Dan. It would be cruel if I didn't. and it scared me. I have to tell Chris. I still kinda like him but no more then I love Dan. And I have to confess to Pj. which is the scary thing. im not sure if he even knows im gay.

My stop comes on the speaker. making me incredibly nervous each step I take to his flat. Until I stand in front of his door.

Knock Knock

The door opens. causing me to be face to face with Pj. "Hey! We will get started in a bit. The kettle is on already. Take a seat please" He insists. I take my seat on his comfortable couch as I heard the screaming lady in the kettle. It screamed like its running from a murderer.

after a bit Pj hands me a mug and sits across from me. "So what are we making?" I ask him nervously.

"Oh its just a short film. I had the idea a long time ago. its about nature taking over a small town." His eyebrows narrow. "Why are you so nervous?" He places his mug on the coffee table in between us.

"I- Umm. Can I tell you something?" He shakes his head up and down.

"I uh. Okay im just gonna say it. Me and Dan are... More then friends" I take a nervous slurp of tea.

"Aww. Im so happy for you two. Good for you Phil!"

Im so amazed at his reaction, I just smile and nod. and take another sip of tea.