My lion, My llama (:Phan:)

Two

Phil POV

I wake up with the feeling of excitement. not like its any different then any other day, i wake up grab some coffee and spend my day at Chris' house. Being in love is the best feeling ever, feeling warm and cozy inside, sitting beside the one you loved.

It was like a dream, the good ones. I moved my body so that my feet are off the bed, feeling the fluffy carpet on the floor of my room. I stand up a grab a cozy shirt and some black skinny jeans, one of the many many different pairs i have that look almost exactly the same. I grab my phone as i normally do. just to realize i had a text from Chris informing me not to come over because he is sick again. Damn. I'm not sad but i feel bad for him, he has been getting sick a lot lately, i really want to comfort him but i cant because i don't want to catch the same cold as him.

I'm sorry Hun, whats wrong? what is the cold like? I'm sorry I'm being nosy I'm just quite worried.

I hit send and wait for an answer patiently, when about 2 minutes later...

I feel odd Phil, i have a nagging cough I'm having trouble swallowing and my back hurts like hell, thanks for being help full Phil, i honestly really feel nice talking to you about it i like that your worried :) your so sweetXOXO

I'm happy that hes not angry at me, feeling better about it i send him a short text to have a nice day, and then start my own daily routine.

-o-

"Good morning" i hear a croaky tired voice behind me as I'm making my coffee.

"morning Dan! You sound tired?"

"Yea i didn't get much sleep"

"why not? are you OK?"

"Yea I'm fine! I'm just having an existential crisis again..."

"awe I'm sorry, how about you go lie down and ill bring you some coffee and waffles"

"with golden syrup"

"with golden syrup" i smiled

-o-

I set the plate of waffles on the ground next to Dan, along with the coffee and golden syrup.

"Thanks Phil" Dan mumbled, grabbing the fork as he did so.

"No problem, please try not to get any syrup on the carpet"

"ill try" he told me, with waffles already in his mouth.

Next step i take is on the stairs, not much but the warm carpet was worth walking up as well as i could be on my laptop, watching Buffy on Netflix.

I sit down exited to start the best show ever on Netflix, i sign in thinking of how amazing it is. free movies and tv shows, such a big selection. it was beautifull to me.

The time passing was relaxing, sitting in browsing position. sipping on a cup of coffee. watching Buffy. though i still missed Chris. it was nice to have some alone time once in a while. even if it ment not being with the one you loved. my train of thoughts crashed as i felt the vibration of my phone go off, so i check it.

Hey Phil! just checking, i wanted to let you know PJ is drivig me to the hospital now to check on my health. hes worried your worried. its best for me. Have a nice day! ill text you when im home.

The relaxation time for the day has ended. im so worried about him. my love is in the hospital. i wanted to go but its better for me to stay and keep dan occupied. Dan gets a bit out of controll if he is home alone when hes having an existential crisis. i know from past times.

"Phil!" i hear Dan plead

"Yea is everything ok?" i answer hoping for a yes

"no, i-i got some syrup on the carpet."

UGH he always does this, i could have just relized it not best to give him syrup o the floor. i guess its my fault.

"ugh, ok let me get some cleaning supplies" i answer as i get up. still not forgeting about how worried i am. im shaking

-o-

It wouldent get out of the carpet. theres now a small stain of brownish gold on the carpet next to the piece of carpet that dan lays on once a week.

I sat on my bed. waiting for a text from Chris. he told me he'd text me when he was done. i stared at the conversation. he told me at about 2pm. it was now 9pm, what happend? did it really take that long? Anxiety killed me as good as a knife,but then. The phone vibrated. I felt as if Dramatic music should have been playing as a read the depressing text from PJ.

You should come to the hospital. Chris has news...

As soon i was done reading i shot a text to Pj, that i would be there as i fast as i can. so without a word i ran out the door. i heard screaming behind me as i ran through the hallway of the apartment. "Phil! Were are you going!?!" Dan shouted. worried.

I hoped on a train. paying the man 20$ when i got to the destination. i dident care how long i had to run, 1 block, 5, even 30.

all i wanted was for Chris to be safe.