My lion, My llama (:Phan:)

Thirteen

Phil POV

         It was time to tell Dan what ive been thinking about for the 14 hours I spent in my room sitting on my floor.I dident want to tell him, but i had to to get what I want

I pull myself off the ground, feeling the long soft carpet below me. My feet dig into it as well. My body move closer to the door and my hands twist the handle open. Im relieved to see Dan asleep in his room, but with his door wide open.

I assume he dident mean for it to be open, so I was a nice friend and closed it for him. straight after walking to the lounge and onto the couch. waiting for Dan to get up so we can make breakfast together. The TV was already on Netflix, which made it easier for me to watch whatever. I decide i've been watching too much anime for the last couple weeks and I want to watch Kill Bill. Dan should be okay with it.

After a bit I hear him walk through the hallway. Making me incredibly nervous. My mind goes to un imaginable places as I walk towards the kitchen in hopes of getting a nice, warm cup of coffee and a talk with Dan.

"Goodmorning" I step into the kitchen grabbing a mug.

"Uhh... Morning" He answers quietly. My brain melts as I think of what to say. He not even looking at me.

"Hey.. Dan im sorry about yesturday.. I guess I was over reacting a bit. Im sorry." I really was. and i want him to know that.

"Its fine" Dan is gonna have a slight gruge on me for atleast a week like he always does. but I can accept that. I grab the kettle when it starts screaming and make us both a cup of coffee. A feeling of relief blows past me as I walk down the hallway back into the lounge, un pausing Kill Bill. Dan opens up his laptop and types things over time.

I have no. Idea. how. to tell him.

Pressure.

Burning.

Thinking.

They're all the same thing at the moment. Not knowing what to do in my situation is equal to getting bit by a shark.

The sound of Dans laptop shuting make me look over at him. teaching me what to do. Now I know. Hes just sitting there doing nothing. minding his own business and watching Kill Bill.

I stand up and basiclly run over to him, looking at him directly into his eyes before immedietly closing them. the colision of me and his lips make me feel full. Ive found the one I loved. I knew him for years but never thought about how much I really did love him.

We pull away. Its likes swimming. I come up for breathe. But instead of seeing the blue sky, I see his dark brown eyes. which is better then the blue sky. I can drown in them.

He starts stuttering. lust filled his face. and his words.

"I- I" He whispered. But has been cut off by my fingers pressing his lips shut.

"I've been waiting for this Dan." I talk but he says no words.

"Dan I love you. Your Phanfictions make me want to stay up all night. to see you write more. You diary entries makes me want to kiss you. and you drawings... they make me want to live forever." Im still leaning over him as hes still on the couch.

"Phil" He looks directly into my eyes.

"Kiss me again"

I follow his orders immedietly.