Disconsolate *Crawford Collins*

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"Let's do something together today," Crawford suggested. "Like what?" I asked. He shrugged. "We could make a youtube video," he said. I shook my head. "I don't think I could handle the hate. And when did you get a youtube account?" I questioned him. "A few days ago. My brother, Chris, has one and I decided to get one too," he explained. "Why don't we just watch a movie for now? Is Mean Girls fine?" I asked and he nodded.

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When the movie was over, I started thinking. "Crawford?" I said. He looked at me. "I'm scared," I told him. "Of what?" He asked. "Tomorrow. Derek has probably already spread rumors about the incident," I said. I started crying. "Don't cry, baby. I won't let anyone hurt you," Crawford told me. He hugged me and rocked back and forth. I have to admit, I felt safe in his arms. Am I falling for Crawford?

"Indigo, will you... be my girlfriend?" I was in shock. I couldn't speak. "U-um give me some time to think," I answered. He nodded. I wasn't trying to be mean, but we met about 4 days ago. I can't hop into a relationship that fast.

I started crying. Was I overreacting? Crawford hugged me again. "It's ok baby. I know you need time to think. But just know, I will wait for you," he assured me. I hugged him harder. "I feel like a terrible person," I cried. "Don't. Please don't. It's honestly ok," He said, wiping my tears away.

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Indigo doesn't know how lucky she is!! Someone loves her. I'm jealous of my own character wow. lol love you